again, the two are not mutually exclusive. you clearly have great difficulty defending yourself adequately (apart from stupid elementary school insults or simply parroting what others say to you) and instead rely on your lame delusions to protect your ego from the truth of your sad existence. i mean, you put on a song called 'break stuff' to let your mother know you wanted her to leave...WTF?! you are more than halfway through your life and are still under the control of your mother who - by your own admission - doesn't give a shit about you.
'that is complete bullshit' is not a legitimate argument thrill. you thought you were sharing a dark secret that would get you the recognition you 'deserve' as a sociopath for being sexually attracted to 6 year olds, but it just grossed people out more..if that is even possible.