You and I have never had an issue in the past. I always thought you were quite nice to talk to. Now suddenly you're being a bitch. What's up with that?
If I had known you would become such a pathetic little follower of these other idiots, I would never have bothered with you.
Go fuck yourself.
by PrabbeIt's simple. I genuinely felt concern for you and was on your side. Now I think you used the breast cancer story for attention. I don't respect that.
Edit: and to be clear, I'm not following anyone.
There's a herd mentality here and I believe you are following it. That's how easily lead you are. And to even remotely think that I would use a breast cancer story for attention, that's just fucking pathetic.
The only reason I even mentioned the tumor in my breast here is because this is the only forum I frequent and I was hoping I could talk to someone here who has been in a similar situation or knows someone who has been in a similar situation. Thus, the reason I asked two questions related to it on the original thread.
I wouldn't bother posting anything here just for attention. The only attention I would get is from a bunch of retarded trolls and who the fuck wants that?
I think everyone here posts threads for attention. That is the whole point or else there wouldn't be any. You may have received the sympathy you wanted, as well as the similar stories, from a cancer support forum. You already knew this place was full of trolls.
The hamster keeps running on it's wheel it seems.
Dear Thrill, perhaps it's time to let go and start the healing process...
World Research Links Cancer to Unforgiveness
1. "Chronic unforgiveness causes stress. Every time people think of their transgressor, their body responds. Decreasing your unforgiveness cuts down your health risk. Now, if you can forgive, that can actually strengthen your immune system". [Virginia Commonwealth University]
2. "The program's preliminary work suggests that forgiveness lowered the stress hormone cortisol that in turn affects the immune system, but only when the patients forgave the ones they blamed". [University of Maryland - Institute of Human Virology]
3. "Forgiveness could boost the immune system by reducing the production of the stress hormone cortisol" [Rockefeller University - New York]
4. "When you hold onto the bitterness for years, it stops you from living your life fully. As it turns out, it wears out your immune system and hurts your heart". [Stanford University Center for Research in Disease Prevention]
5. "Those who received forgiveness training showed improvements in the blood flow to their hearts" [University of Wisconsin - Research Dept]
6. Researchers at the University of Michigan's Institute for Social Research found that forgiveness was linked with better self-reported mental and physical health.
7. A new study from Duke University Medical Center demonstrates that those who forgive others experience lower levels of chronic pain and less associated psychological problems like anger and depression than those who have not forgiven.
8. Researchers at Ohio States University found that the highly stressed women had lower levels of natural killer cells than women who reported less stress. "Natural killer cells have an extremely important function with regard to cancer because they are capable of detecting and killing cancer cells. Psychological interventions, such as forgiveness, have important roles in reducing stress and improving quality of life, but also in extending survival." [Barbara Andersen, Professor of Psychology, Ohio State University]
9. "I have collected 57 extremely well documented so-called cancer miracles. At a certain particular moment in time they decided that the anger and the depression were probably not the best way to go, since they had such little time left. And so they went from that to being loving, caring, no longer angry, no longer depressed, and able to talk to the people they loved. These 57 people had the same pattern. They gave up, totally, their anger, and they gave up, totally, their depression, by specifically a decision to do so. And at that point the tumors started to shrink." [Yale Medical School - Dr Bernie Seigel, Clinical Professor of Surgery]
10. "When I suggest emotional healing to people with cancer, they always misunderstand me. They hear it as emotional support. They think I either just want to comfort them, or show them how to have a more positive attitude. They don’t get that something like forgiveness might be the key to their getting well. I see their eyes glaze over when I go on to say that emotional toxicity is most likely the cause of their cancer, and that forgiveness, if used with appropriate treatments and lifestyle changes that address the physical, is a 'first-line' primary treatment. Their inability to hear this as a strategy for survival, is a measure of how brainwashed we all are into thinking that treatment for cancer must always be harsh, drastic and violent. With our War-on-Cancer mind-set, it's hard to imagine that something so seemingly soft and gentle as forgiveness could be the answer to our problem." [Colin Tipping, Director, Institute of Radical Forgiveness]
by SyntheticDoctor says I'm about to die, it's no lie, don't question my dx or I'll cry, oh /sigh, stop trolling you guys, it's no surprise, time flies, with 6 months to live I'll be on this forum at least five, might not have nine lives but I can still fantasize, so quit trippin, I'm like Jack straight rippin, posting to my blog like a gangster kingpin, what do you mean it's all in my head, you want to end up dead, painted red, full of lead, like the paint chips that kept me fed, as a baby, not neglected well okay maybe, not my fault my mama just loved JD, raised me to grow up mean, guess what bitches now I'm the queen, shut up mom go buy me codeine, kind of hard to raise a teen, without popping pills like an old dope fiend, I'd dress in leather like it's Halloween, but can't find it in a size 14, time to make a post how you all are mean, cause a scene, peace out from the goth Paula Deen.
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