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From your post it seems as though you already have a disdain of sorts for "neuro-typical" people .

Why dont you tell us why that is ?.

Assuming you consider yourself abnormal of course.

How is there a choice when it's how you grew up.  This is all you know.  It's like describing what it's like to see to a blind person.  People don't change.  They just manipulate for as long as it takes.

I wish my learning curve had been steeper. About people. Also I wish I had had more drive to pursue my dreams.

Else, I would not want to have those "normal" traits. They sound like a burden.

The majority of the world is messed up, we are the normal ones.  Don't be discouraged.

Who are "we"?

I so badly wanted this to be a, "would you rather get mauled by a bear or buried alive?" sorta thing.

i'd rather be mauled

Would you rather get mauled or be drowned by the person you dislike most?

drowning sucks a lot more then being mauled.

i'd still get mauled.