cannot give too many details
but i see signs of them coming for me, finally
i've never been so ready but scared at the same time for anything in my life before
what if you were dissociative so bad that when you got all anxious and stuff, like when you're being tortured, that you didn't just get all depersonalized but like it was more intense, it was so bad that you just got so dissociated so hard, that you didn't just end up in a different state of mind, but you ended up in a different mind entirely, like you could dissociate so hard that you force your soul out of your mind straight into the collective unconscious and tunnel your way straight into somebody else's brain, occasionally
that would be cool