I have this problem, for a lack of a better word. The only thing which gets me going is taboo things, not only sexual taboo things also criminal activities and decapitated bodies ect. If it's something normal people don't like then I will. Anal, hitting, and strangling was fun until it lost its edge when I realised how many people got off on it and how accepted it was by my partners. I went through therapy when I was younger because I kept beating other kids in school up and because I bragged at school about all the animals I had got away with killing. Not smart. I had to go to therapy for several years before I learned to keep things hidden. Therapy didn't change me in anyway, I still have urges to do what I'm not supposed to and actively do it. I dontbwant to get into to many specific things because this doesn't seem to be a forum for excessive sharing. But getting back to the point I only get aroused when I feel what I'm doing is wrong. Is this common among sociopaths or just a twisted fetisch I'm born with?
How much would things change for you if nothing was taboo, if everyone suddenly became profanely warped and kinky to the point of experimental excess? Would the world suddenly become your playground of sorts if suddenly nothing was "wrong", or would it become torture for you to have nothing you could challenge?
by VainI only get aroused when I feel what I'm doing is wrong. Is this common among sociopaths or just a twisted fetisch I'm born with?
It's a sexual dysfunction you likely developed somewhere early on along the line, nothing to do with sociopathy as such. If you seek professional help, you may get a normal, functioning sex-life.
A world where nothing was taboo would dull and boring probably.
It's not only about fucking its everything I do. I mess with people for kicks and do crimes that get me into trouble I can't stop it. A lot I do without thinking and other things I'm unable to keep myself from doing. It's compulsive and gets worse it has already escalated farther than I care to say but the extent isn't the problem the problem is that I will rot away in a prison somewhere if I don't learn to control myself more. I don't think I can stop or that therapy will help. But I have seen in tvshows that psychopaths are the same and perhaps someone here know of some trix to hold things in just alittle.