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One of the best rushes you can ever get is jerking off in front of a really beautiful woman.

You are no sociopath. You just picked up sociopathic tendencies from the net or releasing your frustration in silly ways like making kids throw bricks. I am sure that even an empath would find that funny, it's just being a mischievous little shit.

Do you ever think like: "I will kill her mom and her dad and she will be alone in the world, which will make her need me and attach to me more, ending up with her loving me more"? Anti-social with a conscience sounds just like anti-social conduct without the disorder.

by AlmightyJim

You are no sociopath. You just picked up sociopathic tendencies from the net or releasing your frustration in silly ways like making kids throw bricks. I am sure that even an empath would find that funny, it's just being a mischievous little shit.

Do you ever think like: "I will kill her mom and her dad and she will be alone in the world, which will make her need me and attach to me more, ending up with her loving me more"? Anti-social with a conscience sounds just like anti-social conduct without the disorder.

 

 

 I said in my post I'm not a sociopath, and I have no desire to meet any sociopathic standards that I've found online.

I posted this because I want to know if I have anti-social personality disorder, and I can't be bothered to go get tested.

I've don't care for the stupid "I saw a handsome man at my mother funeral, he was my sisters husband, so I killed my sister so I could be with that handsome man" kind of bullshit.

I don't seek any title or diagnosis, and I am drunk when making this post. Take it with a pinch of salt, although I am aware of the possibility that you're trolling.

I have some thoughts on this. I can relate in part to your story myself; as for how true my observations are for you I am not sure.

For instance, I can relate to the differentiation of feelings about the infliction of pain upon animals or humans. I don't like to see random animals hurt, but it usually doesn't bother me as much to see random people hurt. I think many people have a similar separation of feelings, because we relate to our own species in a different way than we relate to others.

As for getting a kick from rule-breaking, I can certainly relate to this. Although I don't think I feel it in the same way or intensity as you do—my enjoyment stems primarily from "getting away" with something. I don't see it as an unnatural thing, the enjoyment of rule-breaking. That pleasure exists in children and is exhibited in their defiant and testing behaviors. Those behaviors usually give way to the fear of punishment and the development of morality. However, we all vary by degrees in how responsive we are to socialization.

If I were you, I would not worry if what you find in yourself matches what could be labeled as AsPD. Labels are tools used by psychologists to classify deviant persons so they can be managed better within society. These labels do little for self-understanding, and often prove obstructive to the process of self-development. A person who identifies with a label begins to subconsciously conform to that label. Better to understand the cogs of your own mind than superimpose an explanation that seems fit, in my opinion.

A person who identifies with a label begins to subconsciously conform to
that label. Better to understand the cogs of your own mind than
superimpose an explanation that seems fit, in my opinion.

Probably one of the best suggestions I have seen here in a while.