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I have been in the forum long enough to see that most of you need a little help with your self diagnosis. Now what I'm about to write is going to piss off everyone who thinks they are a sociopath and wont affect the people who are one. 

The day I first arrived at the prison. We were put in a holding tank while they got all of our information and briefed us on the rules and regulations. My second day there I had to go see a psychologist and talk about my life and what I did to get incarcerated. I was in there probably 1hr after that I had to see a psychiatrist once a day for a week. 

The prison I was in first was a max security and they had to go over all of your info so they could diagnosis you and decide what house you would be going to and try and match you up with a cell mate if possible that would work with you personality. That is rarely the case tho. Since most prisons are over populated. 

I was diagnosed with a antisocial personality disorder. That is one myth I hear a lot about. They dont just come out and call you a sociopath. Your are labeled with a disorder. At the time because of my past and record they put me in house two. House one and two were the houses they kept people they thought could cause trouble or did cause trouble.

I had a chance to meet and talk to a lot of people who did crimes much worse than mine and they to were diagnosed with antisocial or psychotic disorders. Never once did any of us go around telling people or trying to convince the other inmates that they were sociopaths or psychopaths. In prison people were just considered weird or crazy. 

Never in my 10 years did I run into a sociopath that gave a fuck about anything that didn't have to do with him. One of the dudes I was telling him about all of my fantasies and beliefs and none of them could give a rats ass what I thought. They don't care as long as it didn't fuck with them. I never herd of a sociopath care whether or not someone was a racist or didn't have good spelling they don't give a fuck.

like me I don't care what any of you have done or what you believe in it has nothing to do with me. Think about that.

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I still want to see your nudes :(

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by whoameye

I have been in the forum long enough to see that most of you need a little help with your self diagnosis. Now what I'm about to write is going to piss off everyone who thinks they are a sociopath and wont affect the people who are one. 

The day I first arrived at the prison. We were put in a holding tank while they got all of our information and briefed us on the rules and regulations. My second day there I had to go see a psychologist and talk about my life and what I did to get incarcerated. I was in there probably 1hr after that I had to see a psychiatrist once a day for a week. 

The prison I was in first was a max security and they had to go over all of your info so they could diagnosis you and decide what house you would be going to and try and match you up with a cell mate if possible that would work with you personality. That is rarely the case tho. Since most prisons are over populated. 

I was diagnosed with a antisocial personality disorder. That is one myth I hear a lot about. They dont just come out and call you a sociopath. Your are labeled with a disorder. At the time because of my past and record they put me in house two. House one and two were the houses they kept people they thought could cause trouble or did cause trouble.

I had a chance to meet and talk to a lot of people who did crimes much worse than mine and they to were diagnosed with antisocial or psychotic disorders. Never once did any of us go around telling people or trying to convince the other inmates that they were sociopaths or psychopaths. In prison people were just considered weird or crazy. 

Never in my 10 years did I run into a sociopath that gave a fuck about anything that didn't have to do with him. One of the dudes I was telling him about all of my fantasies and beliefs and none of them could give a rats ass what I thought. They don't care as long as it didn't fuck with them. I never herd of a sociopath care whether or not someone was a racist or didn't have good spelling they don't give a fuck.

like me I don't care what any of you have done or what you believe in it has nothing to do with me. Think about that.

 Lol. If you didn't care you wouldn't post this. "Think about that"

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by anastacia

 Lol. If you didn't care you wouldn't post this. "Think about that"

 burn

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So, you got raped in the shower by Bubba?

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Did not read. Wreck your bike on oxy and die already.

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You fucking killed me mate, with that comment you did!

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Tell us more about your experiences in prison.

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Don't you all think its odd that this forum was created by a kid and all of the members are in high school or college. Except maybe two or three that are older than thirty. It goes back to what I have said before. There is nothing wrong with 90% of you. You all grew up in the internet, smart phone, video game era. You didn't get a chance to learn how to socialize all of your lives you have been talking via text or over the internet playing games. You just lack people skills. Once you got older you realized you don't understand people and are uncomfortable around them. So you created this image in your head that there Must be a reason for it and the only thing it could be is that you have a personality disorder. 

For all of you claiming to be so intelligent how did you not see the most obvious answer ? I will tell you, it is easier to blame a medical condition than it is to blame yourself. So what if kids made fun of you in school. That isn't a reason to crawl into your shell and hide online in here, arguing and trying to convince everyone how fucked up you are. Every post people are looking for ways to throw in how much of a sociopath they are.

Trust me if you were a true sociopath you wouldn't even be in here. I didn't believe there was anything wrong with me even after my diagnosis. It wasn't tell my late 30's when I started to realize it wasn't my parents fault it was me. What I did to my brother was my choice. When I found this place I started reading and seeing how you all reacted to stuff and what you all talked about. After a while I realized you were nothing like me. You all care and complain about stuff I don't even think about.

when I told you all about why I left my daughter and what I did to her you all freaked out like normal sensitive people would. If someone told me that story I wouldn't give a fuck. If one of you told me you liked to fuck children and kill handicap people. I wouldn't

give a fuck. Why would I ? That is your deal.

Go outside and talk to people learn how to socialize. You will find out what I said is correct.

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tl;dr: i'm a special snowflake

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