I haven't really felt anything much for anyone since a (I guess an obvious) psyche change of mine. Before becoming emotionally numb, there was a girl I was desperately in love with, and after a year now I suddenly began thinking about her, which makes me slightly emotional and reminds me of what it used to feel like to actually care about a significant other. I even put her photo on my phone background just to look at her face a few times a day.
Any ideas what's happening? It feels somehow good-ish but also makes me feel like I'm not in control and can't do anything about it/her, which is the part I particularly don't like, therefore I'd rather turn it off, but my head seems to think otherwise. It's just confusing.
Has something similar to my story happened to you, by a chance?