You're quite easily baited. Don't give them the satisfaction. Seriously, when you read a post here, think about how the author wants you to react or feel before you respond.
Maintaining decorum at least has the advantage of THINGS actually being said, as opposed to the almost constant, content-less, NOTHING that is too often spouted here.
There's no need to be embarrassed about being provoked by born and bred manipulators that are a lot older and better at it than you.
You want help so here.
Lie about what you think and feel. Think about what a normal person would say. Never tell people how you actually feel or of your "condition"
Smile a lot
Poke fun at your self
Ask people questions about themselves
Flirt... but only very little
Think before you speak
About the urges:
Take some time to breath
Avoid "triggers"
Wait for the feelings to pass
Listen to classical(personal favorite)
AND NEVER EVER TELL A SOUL WHAT YOU ARE. Therapists, Counselors, Psychiatrists, humans hate what they don't understand. This is no exception
Completely agree, which is why I'd like to stay civil with you ;3 you seem like you could contribute actual sustainable comments.
I will admit UKandle ticked me off ever so slightly with his dumbass comment. Not enough to rage, but enough to frown. As mentioned many times before, I am asocial, so I'm not exactly experienced in being around other sociopaths; or people in general.
Otherwise, I feel no embarrassment, people have pushed me over the edge before and I'm not afraid to admit it. But about me liking to match their tone, that's true. If someone tries to manipulate me, I have every right to manipulate back in the same way.
try this group, classical renditions of rock. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Icw3yCxBNws
Matching their tone aside, you reacted with anger to a clumsy attempt at provocation. If you're wondering about how to conduct yourself on the outside then being able to resist the urge to get angry at these cunts will stand you in good stead.
UKandle might have not meant or cared about what they said, it was just an attempt to bait someone who appeared naive.
Guaranteed they didn't even read your response. They would have just looked at the first line, it's length and the obvious effort you put in to writing it and smiled because they succeeded in baiting you.
People will always try to piss you off on purpose, so try smiling, graciously accepting defeat or not responding at all - this will annoy them. If someone tries to start an argument, kill the argument, not the person. Then watch them fume when they don't get the fight they want.