shut-in
ayyyy lmao because I don't have a job and I'm socially inept
It's sort of a compulsive thing.
I often need to dissect things down into smaller details to become comfortable with it as a whole. I follow my diet by the calorie and nutrient (I've been lazier about it lately, but I still keep shorthand notes on pads of paper related to what I'm eating, mentally estimating my intake at the end of every day). I prefer to keep everything in a nice, clean grid, to promote cleaner thinking that isn't disrupted by clashing clutter and organizational disorder. I manage all of my plans with itineraries in the form of constantly updated notepad files, ones that may reference other notepad files that further explain my own notes. Before talking to someone I know fairly well in real life, I'll try to map out the likely conversation paths that will occur based on context and who they are, then weigh response likelihoods to my own possible responses, all to judge how possible conversations might go in advance. Often times I'll plan for something that's never even discussed.
TLDR; I kind of can't help it.
by TurncoatIt's sort of a compulsive thing.
I often need to dissect things down into smaller details to become comfortable with it as a whole. I follow my diet by the calorie and nutrient (I've been lazier about it lately, but I still keep shorthand notes on pads of paper related to what I'm eating, mentally estimating my intake at the end of every day). I prefer to keep everything in a nice, clean grid, to promote cleaner thinking that isn't disrupted by clashing clutter and organizational disorder. I manage all of my plans with itineraries in the form of constantly updated notepad files, ones that may reference other notepad files that further explain my own notes. Before talking to someone I know fairly well in real life, I'll try to map out the likely conversation paths that will occur based on context and who they are, then weigh response likelihoods to my own possible responses, all to judge how possible conversations might go in advance. Often times I'll plan for something that's never even discussed.
TLDR; I kind of can't help it.
Everything you wrote is what all of us do subconsciously. You just felt a need to explain it in detail in hopes of makeing people think you are some how mentally superior. lol you are very easy to reed. I'm sorry to tell you this but. You are no different than the rest of us.