I've been told to make an introduction thread. So here's my story, I suppose.
I'm a sociopath. Not far from mild psychopathy. I was born in Paris. Mother and Father never married. Mother instead married a Brit. they divorced after maybe a year or so, and my mother has been stuck with me, alone, since. Father married, popped out his own kid and they lived happily ever after. Good for them. I hope they burn in hell. My mother raised me as a single working class parent, repairing fancy fuckin furniture for a living. I learned english from the Step Father, as well as a year in England, staying with family. I was not a normal kid. I spat in the face of the principal, provoked the teachers to no end. I punched a girl in the face in primary school for mocking me. I laughed when the teachers asked me to apologize. I was well acquainted with the police department by the time I was 15 years old. Breach of Peace, Forgery, Assault, Breaking and Entering, Trespassing... not exactly a role model. At some point after going to court (not guilty, not enough proof), and from pressure from a girl who is still very dear to me who was also a sociopath, I cleaned myself up. Gave up drugs (sort of), crime (sort of) ect. I started reading almost exclusively nonfiction. Machiavelli, Sun Tsu, Robert Greene, the likes. I'm now past Lycee (French what do you americans call it, High School?) studying engineering at a local University because no university would give me a grant. So hello to all. I'm exited to meet others who dont feel empathy. Or neurotypicals who tolerate my "disorder". Or empaths who dont call for riot when I tell them what I am. I just get tired of pretending and I'm hoping this is a place where I can drop my guard.
Cheers
-I