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In public I am a very lively person. I'm friendly, always smiling, and look like the happiest person in the world (I get this compliment the most). That's just how I am - it's not an act. If it is I don't consciously realize it is. I am probably a bit annoying (actually I know I am) - but in a way a child is annoying when they want you to play and you're busy.

I subconsciously only interact with people in private, real life if I want something from them. Money, materials, if I want to mooch off them for work related things, etc. I literally have no friendships. If my parents were dead, and I got into a car accident I would have no idea who I would call if I wasn't using the shit out of someone at the time. I have in the past been noted to have problems with my "social environment" in my axis 4 because I do not form relationships unless I want something. There is a small part of me that does desire close relationships and intimacy with others but once I obtain that I become very bored, very quickly. 

I interact with people online to gain attention I imagine and have done this since the internet existed. But I also definitely interact with them for money, materials as well. I was a very attention deprived child. 

by DarkAges

Anyway a point could also be made that every single one of us view the world in a binary fashion: people we would fuck or not.

I know it seems simple-minded but there's that part of our brain wired to categorize people as hot or not.

I disagree. That is such black and white thinking.

There are some people who aren't hot, but they are somewhat attractive and fucking them might be something I'd consider, but it depends on the person and the situation.

There are people who are great to look at, but they have a shitty attitude. Their attitude is enough to turn me off them.

There are some people who aren't very good looking, but what they lack in looks, they make up for in personality. Having a great personality can make someone attractive in a different way.

Not everything is so black and white.