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Hello, I'm a South Korean living in Germany. I was born here. I started reading a book, because people in internet forums keep calling me a psychopath. Because of my social phobia I first visited a German internet forum where social phobics gather. I was kicked out of that forum. Then I visited another German internet forum for psychological problems in general. Well, today I was kicked out of that forum, too, because I posted about the rape scene in the movie "Irreversible" and about a German book called "Gute Nacht, Zuckerpüppchen" that deals with a girl who is first sexually harrassed by her stepfather starting at the age of 8, and later raped until the age of 18. Well, I said, that I was kind of envious of the stepfather because he pretty seems to get every beautiful woman in the novel and that I kind of liked the scenes where the girl was harrassed/raped.

OK, now I have just finished the first chapter and was kind of disappointed. It looks like, the reason why my views are largely immoral are not because I'd be diagnosed as a sociopath if I went to a psychiatrist. I am just immoral because that is the only way I can experience ANYTHING that other, more capable/charming/socially competent/talented people could experience. I started discarding any morals I had as soon as I started following the REBT method by Albert Ellis a few years ago. Well, and it resulted in me getting kicked out of both of the internet forums I actually wanted to keep visiting until I died... :-( Well, now I am here, I hope that's OK.

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dude, for fucks sake get out of the house and do yourself a favour, join in the real world.

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by mkdrive2

Hello, I'm a South Korean living in Germany. I was born here. I started reading a book, because people in internet forums keep calling me a psychopath. Because of my social phobia I first visited a German internet forum where social phobics gather.

 

Sociopaths don't have social phobia. Ever.

 

....  I posted about the rape scene in the movie "Irreversible" and about a German book called "Gute Nacht, Zuckerpüppchen" that deals with a girl who is first sexually harrassed by her stepfather starting at the age of 8, and later raped until the age of 18. Well, I said, that I was kind of envious of the stepfather because he pretty seems to get every beautiful woman in the novel and that I kind of liked the scenes where the girl was harrassed/raped.

 

Is there a history of incestuous father/daughter relationships in your family? The siblings of daughters who are seduced by their fathers often become envious towards the victim and her supposed hold on her father's attention.

 

OK, now I have just finished the first chapter and was kind of disappointed. It looks like, the reason why my views are largely immoral are not because I'd be diagnosed as a sociopath if I went to a psychiatrist. I am just immoral because that is the only way I can experience ANYTHING that other, more capable/charming/socially competent/talented people could experience. I started discarding any morals I had as soon as I started following the REBT method by Albert Ellis a few years ago. Well, and it resulted in me getting kicked out of both of the internet forums I actually wanted to keep visiting until I died... :-( Well, now I am here, I hope that's OK.

 

Sociopaths cannot, and would not, simply select the morals by which they choose to live. They're amoral.

Rest assured, your concerns about being diagnosed with AsPD are moronic and groundless. No psychiatrist will ever slap this label onto you. You're certainly not passing off as charming or charismatic to me from where I'm sitting.

XX

Sociopaths don't generally end their introductory posts with kisses to another members. It's, like, a code of conduct, or something. Plus, it's weird. Though a lot of your personality traits, as expressed through your fantasies, seem weird.

 

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by Helena

 

Is there a history of incestuous father/daughter relationships in your family? The siblings of daughters who are seduced by their fathers often become envious towards the victim and her supposed hold on her father's attention.

 You seem to know a lot about this issue.

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by Helena

 

by mkdrive2

lled "Gute Nacht, Zuckerpüppchen" that deals with a girl who is first sexually harrassed by her stepfather starting at the age of 8, and later raped until the age of 18. Well, I said, that I was kind of envious of the stepfather because he pretty seems to get every beautiful woman in the novel and that I kind of liked the scenes where the girl was harrassed/raped.

 

Is there a history of incestuous father/daughter relationships in your family? The siblings of daughters who are seduced by their fathers often become envious towards the victim and her supposed hold on her father's attention.

 mkdrive describes it as 'sexual harassment' and 'rape'..you describe it as 'seduction'. interesting

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Yeah, seduced by father, who uses that expression... It's still disturbing to me why she still refuses to admit she's Selena, when all the proof is here. 35-25-35 lmao

Maybe it's some sort of defense mechanism, or multiple personality disorder, or who knows.

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You still thrashing that dead mule Ed. You trying to make soup?

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by thesugargirl

 

by Helena

 

 

Is there a history of incestuous father/daughter relationships in your family? The siblings of daughters who are seduced by their fathers often become envious towards the victim and her supposed hold on her father's attention.

 mkdrive describes it as 'sexual harassment' and 'rape'..you describe it as 'seduction'. interesting

The three are often conflated by victims.

Stop latching onto Edvard (or anyone, for that matter) who appears to provide you with the support and comfort you so desperately need and have a go at real-life human contact. Though I suspect that you've tried that many times and your failure has brought you to this forum.

Do you know why I usually ignore your blathering?

I consider you weak. And weak people bore me. You cower behind stronger forum members, and behind a screen name that suggests you'd like to be considered seductive and open to seduction. Your posts are full of pointed questions with obvious answers that, when you fail to retrieve them, you become obsessed with the person you're attempting to interrogate. You lack the patience of an interrogator, not to mention the intelligence and the skills of manipulation required.

You've been obsessed with me for six months now. A healthy person would consider that well past the time to move on. You, may, however, waste your life however you wish. I shall allow it.

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by Edvard

 

by Helena

 

Is there a history of incestuous father/daughter relationships in your family? The siblings of daughters who are seduced by their fathers often become envious towards the victim and her supposed hold on her father's attention.

 You seem to know a lot about this issue.

 If you've been following me as closely as you claim to have been, you would have remembered that I have an Honours degree with a major in Psychology.

And you might want to look at the fact that periodically, you become obsessed with "uncovering" the identities of people on this forum. The identities of people who are using pseudonyms. That shit's just weird, man.

 

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mhmm, so, here's my theory. your sister was 'seduced' by your father (haha) and you were hurt by the perceived rejection & envious of that little tart. you often romanticize your interactions with your father, perhaps it's easier to see him in a positive light with your fantasy of him teaching you to fight out of love, wanting you to be able to protect yourself rather than being his punching bag that wasn't worth sexually abusing (i'm channelling you when i say that last part).

i ask questions. whether or not they are answered sufficiently or at all, i get answers. for example, i asked you why you beat the crap out of your father. at first you ignored it (because you think i'm weak, right?) and then you boldly denied it, at which point 3 other members pointed out that you did recently claim it and you ignored this as well (because they are also weak? :D). there was an obvious answer there, that you never beat him and this was a fantasy you forgot you divulged here. the truth is, you have an inferiority complex because your father never 'loved' (fucked) you, which is currently manifesting as you feeling that i cling to edvard (lol) as he is the closest thing to a father figure for you here, being a priest(!) and a fighter.

you're too easy.

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