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They put you in a mental hospital for that?

Exactly how many pounds of cocaine did you manage to shoot in your veins?

<p></p><blockquote class="quote"><div class="quotee">by Cain</div><p><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/d-LKa1Y9_ok&quot; width="425" height="350"></iframe></p></blockquote><p>&nbsp;</p><blockquote class="quote"><div class="quotee">by Metaerg</div><p><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/k85mRPqvMbE&quot; width="665" height="548"></iframe></p></blockquote><p>&nbsp;</p><blockquote class="quote"><div class="quotee">by INeedToVent</div><p>Going forward I'm going to do what I have to do to not let this happen again. I told myself before this same thing, this time I mean it. I agree though Tryp, I do need to set myself to it this time, as there are standards that I must set myself to on how to act to get what I want. </p> <p>Rarely do I feel close to people, and among the people I ended up lying to this time, is someone I felt close to. If that person knew I violated their trust, how would they feel? I need to consider more how my actions will impact myself and others before I do things.</p></blockquote><p>&nbsp;</p><p>No where near that, I was there before and saw myself on that slipper slope. &nbsp;Checked myself in.</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>Probably only IV'd about 3-4 bags.</p>

Must have been the benzos.

Did you check yourself in?

Typically you do not want to mix uppers and downers. That style of combo has been known to kill many many people before. Typically it is called a speedball, when you do that with heroin.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Speedball_(drug)#Notable_deaths_attributed_to_speedball_use

Speedball (also referred to as powerballing) is a term commonly referring to the hazardous intravenous use of cocaine with heroin or morphine in the same syringe.[1] Some also use it with two syringes, one in each arm. The speedball can also be taken by insufflation. The original speedball used cocaine hydrochloride mixed with morphine sulfate, as opposed to heroin.[2] The term can also be applied to use of pharmaceutical opioids, benzodiazepines or barbiturates along with amphetamine derivates. This cocktail of drugs can cause a strong physical dependence and withdrawal symptoms.

Benzos probably have a similar effect.

So basically you were committed because you are suicidal?

You have got to be careful what you say to the doctors. They have the right to commit you, and you may need a lawyer to get your ass out of there. You may not enjoy the consequences of being heavily sedated on drugs that are "for your own good".

I was on no drugs, and they committed me after I went to the emergency room three nights in a row and left. The third time they committed me, and I tried to walk out and security swarmed me. I refused to take the drugs they wanted me to take, but eventually it came down to a 5+ day wait for legal aid lawyers to get me out, or to take the drugs they wanted me to take. I sat in a padded sound proof room for about 2 or 3 days before I decided to take the pills. I tried fake swallowing and everything, and eventually they demanded I take a needle. Turns out the drugs they gave me, helped reduce my hallucinations, but they knocked the life out of me as well. Gained 20 pounds in about 2 weeks.

<p></p><blockquote class="quote"><div class="quotee">by Cain</div><p><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/d-LKa1Y9_ok&quot; width="425" height="350"></iframe></p></blockquote><p>&nbsp;</p><blockquote class="quote"><div class="quotee">by Metaerg</div><p><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/k85mRPqvMbE&quot; width="665" height="548"></iframe></p></blockquote><p>&nbsp;</p><blockquote class="quote"><div class="quotee">by INeedToVent</div><p>Going forward I'm going to do what I have to do to not let this happen again. I told myself before this same thing, this time I mean it. I agree though Tryp, I do need to set myself to it this time, as there are standards that I must set myself to on how to act to get what I want. </p> <p>Rarely do I feel close to people, and among the people I ended up lying to this time, is someone I felt close to. If that person knew I violated their trust, how would they feel? I need to consider more how my actions will impact myself and others before I do things.</p></blockquote><p>&nbsp;</p><p>Yeah checked myself in, not suicidal, just knowing the path I was heading as soon as I started mainlining the coke. &nbsp;I'm very careful with what I say to my doctors and lets just say I have more than enough resources for teams of attorneys.</p> <p>I do however appreciate the information.</p> <p>Was your hallucinations auditory or visual or both?</p>

I don't understand. If you check into a hospital overdosing on cocaine and downers, they are not going to put you into a mental ward, they are going to put you into a medical ward, and watch your medical condition and pump you full nitroglycerin.

I appreciate your information... fukin retards all over this forum...

<p></p><blockquote class="quote"><div class="quotee">by Cain</div><p><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/d-LKa1Y9_ok&quot; width="425" height="350"></iframe></p></blockquote><p>&nbsp;</p><blockquote class="quote"><div class="quotee">by Metaerg</div><p><img src="http://i.imgur.com/kY161Az.png&quot; alt="" width="637" height="477" /></p> <p><iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/U06jlgpMtQs?autoplay=1&quot; width="7" height="5" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen"></iframe></p> <p>&nbsp;</p></blockquote><p>&nbsp;</p><p>I didn't OD, I was only high within specific limits. &nbsp;The mental ward is more of a detox station where they watch you and then recommend specific inpatient or outpatient drug rehab facilities.</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>I also appreciate your information, and I 'lol' at your statement :)</p>

A weekend? Lol. Come back when you've done a 6 month stretch as an inpatient and 6 months outpatient. 

How long were you on the benzos for?

As a former junkie- tech's story does check out. some areas operate a little differently than others.