Sociopath Community

Before you go ruining peoples lives, remember my favorite dexter quote. "People always remember bullies" -Harry Morgan

How old are you? and if your underage, it could just be hormones and depression. Like they say on the Viagra commercials, if any of these symptoms occurs, contact professional help immediately.

LOL strong Dexter quote. I must abide by rules and ethics at all time and be a morally responsible murderer. LOL.

There are no fucks to be given here either. Getting under my skin will take more effort.

Are you depressed?

After all, apathy is a sign of depression. Go get a girlfriend and stop jerking off to bdsm. 

Already dated individuals. May even be dating one now. BDSM? Ha. Never been one to dabble in this area...much ;).

Depression no no no. Although certainly feigning depression and sadness is a good way to illicit pity from the vulgar masses. And an ego boost.

by hatefilled

Feel just not much emotion or pleasure from anything. Often am in a state of rage but sort of calm after that. I say I do enjoy when good things happen to me especially if it is at the expense of others(a surely un-guilty pleasure). Just feel the sort of rage towards someone where I plot out their demise. And revel in their failures and such.

Even when the rage wears off and the revenge plot takes years or months I feel some great enjoyment. I enjoy pushing others to do wrongful things as well. And setting people against one another.

If you can stay out of prison and out of the grave. The older you get the easier it becomes to manage your emptiness. Threw life experiences will teach you what you need. I'm 42 and I still struggle with temptations. 

I struggle with them to an extent that I often find myself in a bad place. I know it will be bad consequences but I just feel like "why should I deny myself this or that?". Or other rationalizations. It doesn't help when you get together with likeminded people or someone tells you "no don't do that". Oh why not? You aren't the boss of me. I want to do it even more then and will do so.

I don't derive much enjoyment from what I give into. I get bored and realize perhaps I should not have done it or it wasn't as what I hoped. And yet the next time I can't help but repeat the past over and over.