Do not idolize a psychopath
You should not idolize me
When I am alone when no
one is watching I let out my rage like a riot focused on destruction and death
like a machine that consumes and needs blood what you see and expect is not the
truth I’m not the face you would expect an attractive young man with the whole
world in front of him he is charming and charismatic but do not be fooled he is
ugly inside like a twisted monster inside a skin like a vessel full of twisted
intentions like a predator in a skin you should not find him attractive you
should not get too close you should not let him get too close he does not care
about you he will use everyone and everything he is not like you he is a
predator he is dark inside his darkness is all he really is his surface is a
mask my mask is beautiful and well-polished but it is just that a surface if
you peel the layers you will find nothing like a black hole that consumes and
eats away at anything that can make me feel again anything that will excite me
that is my hobby everything else I find obsolete in life I need some certain
people and want them but i cannot feel them I do not connect to them I feel
nothing for them except that intense need and want I am ugly inside the best
you want to do is get away from me or bask in the blissful ignorance and be
used by me like a prey it excites me to pretend its exhilarating to wear a mask
and be seen by no one even more exciting to peel a layer for someone and watch
them stay in my life thinking they can fix me I don't need to be fixed nor do I
want to be like all the pathetic people of this world complaining and crying
all the time being spoiled and lazy doing nothing to better themselves and even
the ones who make it are feeble minded and do not take advantage of their power
and influence I’d rather hit all my targets and die an exciting death when I
have consumed and destroyed enough that I am numb to it all I want to go out
with one last rush this is my mind as raw and accurate as I can describe it and
when I learn more and more once I have mastered psychology and gain my degree I
would have figured how everyone works like clocks I would have found out what
makes everyone click and then I can get ahead in life and become as powerful as
I can possibly be or just have enough income to live a simple life of constant
release and meeting my needs all that matters is to be smart and stay out of
trouble always I will not get caught because I will not do anything that will
get me into trouble I will play my game safely
This
is not the movies or shows in reality I am sure that no true psychopath is
benevolent there is only the benevolent acts that they do for their own benefit
or the conformity for their own safety I do not think that acts alone depict
weather a person should be labeled with the disorder because I hide in plain
sight all the time I know who I am and I play the game with caution although
anyone who is like me and is hiding could do anything at any moment with little
to no effort that is why it would be in the best interest of society to have
awareness of the hidden ones who have the disorder they are predators and I would
want them to get caught so that I do not have to deal with them myself or fall
into their lies that is all :] I'm new here let's see how first impressions go