i watched a video about how they speak and i have watched my grand dad on how he speaks
and they say a lot of "um" "uhh" and other pauses in their sentence (also "so" "seem")
also he mentions how it was HARD TO GET OUT OF CHARACTER..... and this could be due to psychopath and sociopath is very similar in traits and if he's a psychopath In real life it would indeed be hard for him to change back from pretending to be a high functioning sociopath
anyways just watch...
I still can't believe he was the villain in the movie Gamer.
The casting in general for that movie was a big WTF with how comically bad it was. Gerard Butler was even in it: 
Being an actor requires a lot of adaptivity and flexibility in the approach to the role they are playing.
Thus a lot of people with autism/depression/bipolar/schizophrenia related traits excel in that realm, as their very own survival in real life requires those skills.
Would a lecture in explaining what is your own debilitation help?
I think you are digging your own grave.
As is everyone else.
Except you are digging slowly and it's very shallow.
Enjoy your very own show and don't step over the other graves.
I'm not threatening you, or accommodating any point of view that you might hold.
Simply pointing out the fact, that you don't comprehend what you wish were true, or are afraid of being true.
To contradict me properly, tell me why would you wish a lie to be true in the first place.
Kisses and hugs.