Perhaps sarcasm should become a fairer form of a refined art in the future.
Until then we will all have to settle for poking each other in all the inappropriate places.
But then again, perhaps I got the wrong impression to start with?
I doubt it.
Why did you bother to respond in the way you had?
Kisses.
Fantasizing on the basis of existing and possible facts?
Seeing reality on the basis of existing and possible fables?
Or perhaps merely playing a god with your inner child's point of view?
As to whether I feel incomplete, or enjoy thinking about the 'why?' question?
I merely find completion and enjoy the torture of driving myself to know what makes things tick.
A sado-masochistic cycle of making life better for myself and those I love and care about.
Who knows, perhaps I even love the humanity in every person that I come across and find so fallibly striving for perfection.
Including myself.
I've danced to choreography from theater, but improvisational-wise... I don't really dance.
I've gone clubbing/raving, but most of my dancing had to be coaxed out of me by who I was with. Most of what qualified as "dancing" in those places felt like a joke, and I can't really "lose myself" like a lot of people there seemed able to.
I love dance. Started with ballet when I was 6. I was in awe of the grace in the movement, and the sensuality of it. I've also engaged in Salsa, Swing, Hip-Hop, and a little bit of ballroom- if you can believe that.
Lately I've been trying to learn hoop dance. It's a challenge. I love it. I think I could become addicted once I have it straight.
Dance is great for it's sense of movement, and it cross-trains into so many other things. Martial arts and dancing are like bread and cheese: They go great together and there's always room to add more things.
It's amazing to watch too, looking at their sense of movement and imagining the sort of feeling that would come from those angles and shapes, the sort of training and requirements to do the things that they make look so fluid and easy.
I love dance. Circe De Soleil can be like visual drugs.
by Venator of VerumI would venture as far as to say that you might be quite correct.
Would you like me to write as well about my obsessions with high-power and elementary particle physics, astrophysics, cosmology, mathematics, engineering, biology, history, politics, psychology, psychiatry and neurology related topics, Sci-Fi and Fantasy literature, martial arts and strategy, futurology, philosophy and most importantly the answers to the question why?
If you're wondering where do I find the time for all of this, the answer is simple.
I compartmentalize my time and stay interested.
Learning something new everyday stays the demons that seek to consume my psyche.
P.S.
My narcissism stems mostly from the overwhelming sense of curiosity that has haunted me from my earliest years.
My assholiness stems from my desire to be independent in how I define what I do with my time and where do I invest it.
Otherwise I'm an exquisitely charming person.
And I like pleasing people, when I see it as a benefit to both my own and their experience.
delightful, delicious mind ...... So very refreshing 
I like tango and ragfoot the most.
Cab is ragging its best in the first minute of this:
- i'm nowhere near as good as him.
by Venator of VerumWhy did you bother to respond in the way you had?
What an odd question to ask.
If you mean why i phrased it the way i did, it was the most convenient choice of words what sprung to mind. Of course i could've written "Could you pass the salt please?" or suchlike, but that would've missed the point.
Or if you mean why i meant what i wrote, it is because i'm curious about several items on the list you presented:
high-power and elementary particle physics, astrophysics, cosmology, mathematics, engineering, biology, history, politics, psychology, psychiatry and neurology related topics, Sci-Fi and Fantasy literature, martial arts and strategy, futurology, philosophy and most importantly the answers to the question why?
- most of it in fact (minus those relating to the human condition perhaps), and i have limited knowledge of them so i'm eager to read about them. Of course i could look up relevant articles, but a discoursive format makes it easier to comprehend & process. If you care to spin the yarn with a tad less esoteric and more demotic twist than usual, the more i will understand. (< that was asking a favour. Well, esoteric is ok as long as i speak the same patois.) Physics of mentioned fields, algebra, history and engineering in particular.