I was curious, what is your biggest fear or a number of your fears if you have any at all. One of my fears is the fear of losing control. Being in a situation of where I lost control and kill someone.
There are things that I find unpleasant and things I know that would inconvenience me if they occurred, but I don't avoid them out of fear. Logic simply tells me to make decisions that will benefit me instead.
Mind you, I still have a tendency to do things that can, and occasionally does, result in negative consequences.
There's another point to make too: even though of course most of us would hate to go blind or shit I think the lack of impulse control plays a part in taking risks even if those could be detrimental to us. I known that I do anyway.
For instance as I said I'd hate to be caught in bad lie but I do it anyway.
In other words the lack of impulse control trumps fear.
Dropping my mask in front of somebody whose opinion of me I value would be the biggest. I was going to say fear of death, because I remember being frightened in a couple instances where I life was directly threatened... but I think that I have trouble processing the emotions that go with the adrenaline rush that follows. It's an issue for me in some other situations too.