You are all right my spelling does suck, but if I were ever compelled to actually learn how to spell. I would be a unstoppable shit talking machine
I neva knew my fathaaa
Cheers to those who catch my reference.
I observed from around age 2-4 Sex and Violence
Sex on the part of being on the bed of my parents while they fucked repeatedly, Observing my father watching the spice channel I believe. Father was from what I'm told a gang leader on the east coast of USA. I always thought he was another hooligan. Witnessed a close friend of ours shot named "Snoopy" We used to play on the super nintendo games like mario, zelda. Some baseball game. I remember spending a lot of time with his lady friend and my mother next to the mans body at the funeral. My memory gets blacked out/fuzzy for about 3-4 years after I am 4.
My mother being the good woman that she is moved us away from the east coast and we spent time moving between different houses of family members. We eventually settled with my grandmother who used to treat me as the little fucking mistake her daughter made whenever her daughter was at work which would be from an hour after arriving home from school til about 2 am.
No real abuse to speak of, I'm not a sociopath. I am unforgiving and uncaring of people I don't deem worthy. The only abuse in my life would have to be my abuse of Vodka...Poor Vodka hahaha. Had my first Vodka bottle of Smirnoff triple distilled hanging out at a park with friends during high school. It was my first alcoholic beverage and to this day I love trying new types of Vodka, though its all for the same end result. I guess take this as my introduction to the forum, Cheers!
