Speak for yourself. Numerous people have told me in private that they're intrigued by me.
"The biggest downside to feeling fun is that it never lasts long. It's there and it's gone again, and then I'm back to being bored again, which is pretty frustrating when you're constantly craving excitement."
I know that frustration fairly well. Even more "fun" when you pair it with insomnia, watching as things become progressively more boring as fatigue piles on itself.
A better definition of what do you consider fun would be much more appreciated.
Is fun to be an entertainment to one self or merely some amusement stemming from the situation one finds them self in?
Is watching people behave as people are entertaining, or is making them behave as you would have them behave amusing?
Or the other way around?
Or perhaps fun is to be had by the constructive-deconstructive process of manipulating individual/groups of people/objects?
Perhaps fun is in simply being yourself and observing the reactions of others?