i feel the same way, sevvack. i don't think i'm super pretty at all, but i am quite pale, and i have western features so chinese think i am absolutely beautiful, and it really disturbs me how people are so aware of my presence. they place me so high it's like not even worth having an ego here or placing value in the way i look or the amount of potential mates i could have becasue like.. it's just patheticly easy, and in the end you realize.. i have things i want to accomplish, why waste them on such superficial things such as physical sensations, and socializing for the sake of socializing. leave that to wolves i say! :D
will an of age woman explain the cat mouse game to this child so she can understand the difference of dynamic between males and females?
you need not be pretty (or even exotic in your case) to be wanted by males, the fact that you have a hold in your croch is enough... all girls are in your situation you're not fucking special... trust me... society places you in the role of needing to be chaste in order to maintain a high standing in society or face the ridicule of being labeled a whore... a woman being a seducer is not impressive, its like a fish bragging about how often it is caught by the fishermen...
this is a challenge for men alone and it is something i dont expect you to understand.
This makes me glad I'm not programmed to fall in love. I could meet a charming fellow like you, and then where would I be? Ha.
Your predatory actions are amusing though. And I don't find you 'mean' whatsoever. Your posts make me laugh.
I understand exactly what you're saying about regular women, 9 out of 10 times that seems to be the case. Wouldn't you like to find the 1? A true challenge wouldn't give in so easily, despite your alluring ways.
I would be interested to know what your greatest accomplishment in this 'area' has been so far?