Hello everyone! I have always thought I was an empath who was just different but now I am not so sure. I feel emotions strongly and I care about people that I know. However, I manipulate others through knowing their emotions so well. I also strongly dislike most people I meet. The only person who I have genuinely thought about killing and torturing(in detail) was an online pedophile who used me(I am a teen girl). I am the one everyone thinks is innocent but I am not. I am willing to use anyone and everyone. I care about few people, but the ones I do care about, I care about strongly. I have never had a real relationship, but I have had many online ones and I am very promiscuous. Can anyone help me figure out what I am? I don't know if I am at the low end of a sociopathic spectrum(if there even is one). And I also just wanted to introduce myself to the community!
Assuming this is a true post:
Do you see a therapist for the abuse in your past? That would be the first thing I suggest. If you still think about killing and torturing that person then you haven't dealt with the experience and they still have power over you. Your manipulation is most likely mirroring of the person who used you.
by curiositykilledthecatan online pedophile who used me
Hmmm.... you mean s/he "used" you online, or that the person who used you in real life was an online pedophile on the side?
There's no way an "online pedophile" could "use" you against your consent on the internet. Like, s/he wasn't holding you at knifepoint to force you to go online with him/her.
Or is it your roundabout way of telling us you're stupid?
