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i am not low functioning


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low functioning people end up in jail or hospital or even doing their nasty thoughts despite not being caught they're not incontrol

i am very supressed and controled what ever you see that appears like i have no self control..trust me that is just fragments rising to the surface from what is below hiding

i can't completely stop spamming online

if you want me to supress it just nicely ask me for like 15min-1hour i'll try and go do something else

if you get mad and be like "SHUT THE FUCK UP" i might just spam more for fun

 

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i am not low functioning

low functioning people are people such as M.E who spews crap on tv revealing her delusions..

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i am not low functioning

Lol so you're so high functioning that you can't control yourself? 

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i am not low functioning

i can control my self ... there is so much things i am in control of that i could do but don't do

i am not some low life scum i don't degrade my self by making some web of lies and hurting everyone

i keep a small group of people as friends so there can be less rumors and even no rumors to be spread and self image is easier to maintain

i didn't tell the doctors about my mums abuse because that would be an excuse for them to look for what problems i have from that which lead to aspd which is then a greater chance for prison for things i did in the past which i'm not going to say on here

no one is perfect i went to the doctor to make me less impulsive to get ritalin but they rejected that so stfu that's not my fault

i don't spam or say this crap in person you don't know me in person YOU HAVE NEVER MET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DO NOT KNOW ME

EVERYTHING ONLINE IS NOT HOW I AM IN PERSON!!!!!!!!! GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD

 

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i am not low functioning

There are definitely some bipolar traits here.

 

 

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i am not low functioning

Why won't you seek help if you're so miserable? i hate doctors they're stupid and i noticed they go by a lot of "history" of wrong facts and if they start new they will then compare me to my fathers behavior and if my mother is around they will believe her lies and they pattern match to the most common thing rather than checking everything

atm every doctor is labeling kids with adhd, bipolar, autism

it's their favourite fucking thing to do all they care about is seeing the next kid and getting their big salary

rather than genuinely getting my view

and i don't want to share my view i hate doctors.................................................... i didn't want to be tested i don't ever want to be tested

i just did online tests because i was trying to fit in with SOCIAL NORMS of this forum and psychforum and sarah also asked me to do a sociopath test i just did it to make her happier i didn't like tests

it is herd mentality what they do

"less bitter about your parents." when i was 3 i used to love my parents even my dad

when i was 5-6 after years of hearing my dads talking non-stop i didn't like him anymore

after my mums abuse i also stopped loving her

i used to love my parents but they don't deserve that anymore for how they neglected and abused me

i wasn't born perfect but how i was raised and the environments i lived in made me different that what i could of been from positive environments

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i hate negativity

if someone is spamming me with negativity i literally would be happy for them to die sometimes even thinking of doing it my self to them

 

i just want positivity..not fake positivity i want real stuff otherwise everyone else can get fucked and suffer how they make me suffer

and if that makes me cruel for treating everyone how they treat me because they are too stupid to see their behavior well maybe i'm cruel idc

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i am not low functioning

oh i'm not going to psychiatrist or counseller

i only went to the doctors again the general practice one to get refered to get ritalin(to lose weight) but that was a dead end(because in australia it's below 18 now for that drug and it's adderal counterpart) and he perscribed anti depressants and some medication to help fix sleep patterns i'm not getting those.. maybe the anti depressant to try it but other than that i just need some vitamins to lose weight

i don't care about doctors and labels and shit and drugs

there is nothing wrong with me and anything that someone thinks is wrong is caused by my parents and school enviroments from the past which isn't my fault

http://www.wikihow.com/Lose-Weight-with-Vitamins

that's all i care about

or food

or playing games

being on ritalin caused apathy so my previous interests in jobs i had like a cop, spy, lawyer, architect are dead due to apathy from ritalin side effect.. apathy is perma it can't be fixed and this is why doctors are cautious to give it to people

I'M NOT GOING TO ANYMORE DOCTORS.. ADHD MEDS  WAS A DEAD END!!!!!!!!!!!!

look at ASPD wiki and read "dissocial" THAT is the NEW term for psychopathy.. and look at how fucking close it is to the sociopathy description above it this is why doctors get stuff wrong

they missinterperated not caring for not understanding

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