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no one answered your first thread why make another?

Because not everyone on the message board has seen it. Simple enough.

You're a real wife beater! Keep it up. 

I'm not talking about a dating relationship though. I'm talking about just fucking with someone I hate.

Though it does sound like I'll end up a wife beater. I just live a parasitic life style. I take advantage of people who are weaker than I, no matter who it is.

I have everyone at my Adult Residential thinking I'm a saint because I collect Coke-Rewards caps to get magazine subscriptions and bibles for prison in mates. They simply don't know the prison in mates I give shit out to. I come across as a very talkative guy so no one really suspects me of being a sociopath. I trusted someone once with my identity and he called me a sociopath in front of the whole school. I can't help but feel the staff at school are on to me. I digress, I'm heavily caffeinated...

What do you people do to try and hide your identities? I'm sure as an adult it's easier, but I live with people with prying-eyes. Especially my teachers. I only ever talk about violence and my gang affiliations. I am who I am though.

This doesn't sound like an abusive relationship it sounds like fucking 10 year old being mean to the girl he secretly has a crush on. You called her mean names and then apologised before the teacher told you to? Wow you are one ruthless cunning bastard haha.

I would have to disagree. I'm nice to her so I can be mean to here.

Fucking with her emotions is simply fun. I can't really say I'm cunning to have apologized before hand.

by Peckerwood

Abusive friendships: there is one girl in my home room class that I just toy with (as a "friend"). One day I'm nice to her and, crack a joke or two and the next day I kick a soccer ball as hard as I can at her and nail her in the leg. I go back and forth between being friendly with her, to down right hating her... and I do. I hate her, so I fuck with her emotions.

I think you can rule out sociopathy. You seem too emotionally unstable for that. After reading the rest of your post, you also seem too sensitive. I personally think you have a touch of BPD instead.

I was being friendly with her all morning until she said "I'm not easily offended... I don't think any of you can offend me..." so I said "You know what's funny? Your mustache." That made her cry and I apologized before the teachers asked me to. Whenever this girl opens her mouth it makes me want to punch cement. Some days I don't even say hello, I just ignore her completely.

She must get under your skin a lot because she seems to annoy you quite often, as indicated by your feeling of hate towards her. It seems to me that you're more easily offended than she is.

Any of you had "abusive friendships" in the past or present?

None of my previous friendships were abusive, but two of my previous relationships were. I was the abuser in one and the guy I was living with in the other tried to kill me.

The only reason I'm around this girl is because of school.

 That's a lame excuse to be around her. There are plenty of other kids at school you could choose to hang out with.

I know someone like you, or at least plays out the same behavior as you do, and she still comes at me every now and then. To the world she's an angel, and her good deeds would surely be noted in court they day she sets out to destroy someone. 

I'm so used to her ways, the last episode had me laughing it off then forgetting about her. I honestly don't know what she really wants whenever she contacts me. Its the same cycle. Oddly enough I still have some feeling for her, so I'll be civil with her when she dials my number. I avoid meeting with her cause I think it would be a waste of time. I could be sleeping instead. I can't help to think, if I let her know how strong she's made me, it would either offend or maker her really angry. I like not caring, but even so, something things are best left unsaid.

Thanks for your diagnosis Thrill Kill, but I actually have ASPD diagnosed by a doctor. I'm not emotionally unstable per se, but I am very impulsive. I just come across as a really friendly guy, but I don't actually give a fuck about anyone. It's my paranoia. Paranoia is what keeps me somewhat of a high functioning sociopath, but by the looks of it I'm living life in the fast lane. Not on drugs or anything, just in deep with gangs.

Though I do appreciate your opinion on what you think I am. Sociopathy is something that's hard to diagnose as I'm sure you know.

Anyway, I'm not out to prove a point. I am who I am. I can tell people I'm a sociopath but only those who truly know me actually believe it.