2 died because i didn't feed them enough or too much so my mum had to do it for me... i went back to not really caring and just staring at them
i had fish before that which all died too because i over fed them my mum or nan fed them and i fed them again so they died.. multiple different fish multiple times
my nan had her own fish but i killed them by over feeding them :/ it wasn't intentional like "haha i am going to murder you cunts" it was more of "aww they look hungry lets feed them" and ignoring what i was told they already get fed by my nan
the thing is with my family
we try to care but end up failing at it so it isn't about like "i don't want to help this pathetic loser" it's like"why can't you do it your self?" or "ok i'll help spams you with gifts you get annoyed at gifts why don't you want my gifts how fucking rude and disrespectful i paid a lot of my hard eartned money TAKE MY DAMN GIFTgives gift" or "or sorry no we are 'struggling' and do not want to help you because we like to keep what we already have for our self but here's some advice..."
so like
we try to care..sometimes.. but end up failing and this is what real lack of empathy is like not some crazy nonsense you people dish out
a lot of you people are sadistics i'm not really like that i didn't enjoy killing my fish or nans fish but i didn't care that i did i just did a fake sorry and went away they will get new fish anyways repeats mistake
