and You are still trying on others skin...how is that working for ya
by SystematicMine represents my thought process and how i approach all of my situations.The man in the gasmask is suited towards his appropriate task, and the shade is symbolic with relaxed and collective point of view. My picture represents professionalism and a calm collective mindset.
After reading some of your backstory... "Systematic" suggests a cold, detached approach, which you like to think you have, but it's just an attempt to detach yourself from obvious hurtful emotions you need to escape from. Your obsession shackles you both physicaly and mentally. The mask suggests the same idea, you feel that whatever you have to face, internally or externally, is toxic, so you need to hide and protect yourself in that suffocating, uncomfortable suit.
You are not an evil manipulative genius predator hunting for his pray, lmao. You're an insecure reject, struggling to built your broken ego by obtaining a woman who's clearly never been attracted to you. 4 years? Fucking hell. A real man gets a woman without going through all that trouble, buddy. You'll most likely be a sorry substitute for a while until a real one appears and you get dumped like the loser that you are.