if you can't remember anything from childhood have you been checked that definitely is something you should go to the doctor about and get a brain scan
which did you take and if you were like below 40% something on LSRP then you are in about normal range
the psychopath channel test normal would also be around 30ish percent or below
that's why i said check the personality test, adhd, narcissism
you're being a bit lazy with some memory problems and boredom which is a key symptom of adhd though
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attention_deficit_hyperactivity_disorder
Be easily distracted, miss details, forget things, and frequently switch from one activity to another
Have difficulty maintaining focus on one task
Become bored with a task after only a few minutes, unless doing something enjoyable
Have difficulty focusing attention on organizing and completing a task or learning something new
Have trouble completing or turning in homework assignments, often losing things (e.g., pencils, toys, assignments) needed to complete tasks or activities
Not seem to listen when spoken to
Daydream, become easily confused, and move slowly
Have difficulty processing information as quickly and accurately as others
Struggle to follow instructions
An individual with hyperactivity may have some or all of the following symptoms:[26]Fidget and squirm in their seats
Talk nonstop
Dash around, touching or playing with anything and everything in sight
Have trouble sitting still during dinner, school, doing homework, and story time
Be constantly in motion
Have difficulty doing quiet tasks or activities
An individual with impulsivity may have some or all of the following symptoms:[26]Be very impatient
Blurt out inappropriate comments, show their emotions without restraint, and act without regard for consequences
Have difficulty waiting for things they want or waiting their turns in games
Often interrupts conversations or others' activities
forgetting details is adhd
do this http://psychologytoday.tests.psychtests.com/take_test.php?idRegTest=1301
there is other head injuries which can cause people to become autistic, sociopath, adhd, ect.. it's a mystery box
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amnesia can be one
also asking a parent to describe your childhood can kick start memories from the past (if it doesn't you definitely need to tell a doctor that isn't normal)
ive tried asking my parent how my childhood was telling them that i don't remember anything but i can't trust them. the things they tell me i know are lies. i say they are lies because i remember them beating me with anything they could get their hands on but since they started cracking down on parent beating their kids all the vague memories i have they seem to deny.
well there is the missing link abusive child hood
them lying a lot and you being slightly paranoid
you are indeed a sociopath!
"if i doubt i'm a sociopath it means i'm normal right?" this is actually what a sociopath would do.. deny they are different which is kind of arrogant
SO WELCOME TO THE CLUB!