Oh yes, we've already heard how crazy you think you are. sigh
I do want to debate it, yeah. What do you consider to be sociopathic traits? I exhibit a general uncaring attititude to everyone around me all day and I don't regard others emotions while talking or acting. I restrain myself only when I am plagued by the shred of superego I have left. I can feel the gravity of my decisions in the reactions of other people sometimes, sure, but I still feel as if my behavior has defined a part of myself as more than just "stoic" throughout my life. I once told my mother when I was 15 that I simply did not care for other people's emotions at all and she just sat there crying while I sat blank-faced.
It's these kinds of experiences that can make some people wonder if they actually are sociopaths/pyschopaths. And I know I have some things that obviously separate me from them, but I have a lot in common too. What do you call me? ADD? That doesn't explain some of the deeper personality issues that ADHD/ADD can't really compare to.
you haven't had any bad enviroments as you said
that is what causes sociopathy
you might get born with some narcissism or adhd but if you didn't have bad parenting or school enviroments then you do not end up a sociopath later in life because the negative enviroments are what push the person past normal and into idk like a fucking gang member or someone who goes around faking they love someone to get money off them
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder
go read that (all of it)
failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest;
Check.
deception, as indicated by repeatedly lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure;
Check.
impulsivity or failure to plan ahead;
Check.
irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults;
Nope.
reckless disregard for safety of self or others;
Check.
consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations;
Check.
lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another;
4 out of 7. 3 out of 7 means you have antisocial personality disorder.
I am over 18, have made disorderly conduct before 15 and I am not manic or schizophrenic. So I think I have antisocial personality disorder.
read this and see if it fits for you (also massively denying+defending it isn't you would also mean it fits for you)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder
like i said there is 2 posssibilities
you inherited it from a parent
ask if they had bad childhood or teen environments or were raped or something
also extreme versons of ADHD can have http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oppositional_defiant_disorder coexisting with it