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i was outside of a house.. the house of my toddler childhood i had a knife in my hand with blood on it as i watched the house from outside as i stood on the grass

my dream switched to me being scared of something outside as i look through the window at this shadow figure as my parents lay dead on the ground

(basically a childhood psychopathic dream of killing my parents)

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i was running around school being chased by the girls who were vampires turning the males into vampires i ran around another part of the school where i started to dream of floating/flying  and then i continued back with being chased by the vampire girls as i escaped them by.. walking through  walls....

there is other assorted but this shall do for now

bizzare dream i had escaped hell and was running away from some fiery gate which was glowing orange like some cave yet it wasn't a cave it was a 2 dimensional type of dream (idk why) i was running along this fence the dream started to become a bit 3D and as i run from hell i start looking on some scrolling screen like a 2d thing again seeing a sheep run through the same place i was as the dream switched a 3rd time back to 3D as i am being chased by some shadow figure scared at this unknown thing which was not from hell.. i had started to run back to hell where i thought it was safer

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i was in the back yard of my nans house there was this big black dog like some hell hound from supernatural or some WORG from world of warcraft i had no fear of it and i became very hungry and transformed into some kind of monster worse than that of the black dog as it became terrified of me i consumed this demonic beast with some desire to destroy evil this is a picture of what the dog looked like.. and this is a picture of what i was like in the dream i also made growling noises at the dog before consuming it i was like a leviathan as i consumed the beast (i'm not sure what it means)

i have had dreams of places i have never been (like in usa yet i never been there irl so idk maybe something from tv.. ) and weird dreams like in the car with my dad in some place trying to escape a giant 1km tall tital wave trying to make it's way over a mountain

i have had dreams inside world of warcraft

at home

dreams where.. i had a dream in the dream (omfg dreamception)

i could become an author just writing about dreams i have had or even make movies based on them

i had some dreams in childhood where i was able to pause the dream go do a piss then go back to sleep and my dream starts where i woke up.. and be completely conscious of this to even say in my dream to imaginary dream characters "i can wake up and pause the dream"

i have had dreams i have died in by..zombies

i have had dreams where it repeats it's self months or years later yet it continues on past the point of the same previous dream from months/years ago

i have had.. incest dreams..    

i had a dream of aliens and as far as i know it was only a dream...

i was leaving my grand dads shop where my pc is.. stepping outside through his small door at the back i saw some black smoke figure or shadow behind the fence and as i get close to being killed/attacked by this shadow/smoke thingy idk what it is (like a demon from supernatural) suddenly just before it gets me i am inside some ship being guided around work benches by some gray alien as i step out of some teleporter yet i wasn't some lab rat like what was on the tables i saw people on the tables this alien he was showing me the lab and what they do then i got escorted to some area with a big screen and there were humanoids that look like humans then

suddenly i am back at my grand dads shop repeating my previous action leaving my grand dads shop.. i was not consciously aware in my dream of anything that previously happened my dads dog was barking at something in the sky as i go to my dads dog and look up at the sky i see a ship fly over similar appearance to that of the ancients from stargate it was like crashhing somewhere nearby and as i walk to the gate wondering what that was or well.. where it was going i thought about going to find where it landed instead some object appeared on the ground it was the shape of the letter T it had engravings on it of unknown origin suddenly i was in their ship again (not being aware i already was here) yet i was on the other end a teleporter near a window i saw some tall slightly muscly alien with a reptilian face yet a human type body with clothes on next to what looked like some shop or weapon rack idk i went into the room with the big screen and they were those people again they seemed familar and 1 of them had brown hair some beautiful female which i felt love for i walked to her and sat next to her as we talked..  my dream changed

i was looking at where i first came out of the lab room yet that corridor was twisted with some warped view which was kind of swirly and i couldn't go down that way anymore then i walked past that gray alien as i went back to that reptilian alien i was looking and deciding what TORCH to get i told him and asked if i could have a torch that my wasn't bright enough and he said i can't have one yet and i got annoyed and went and steped on the teleporter just looking around at the size and then i looked outside of the window..

there was some ship that flew past our ship was in the clouds and suddenly everything shakes and i hear a bang as that ship shaked like  >  flew past that reptilian guy said they were under attack and told me it isn't safe here anymore and that i had to leave so he teleported me back down

my dream started again i was exiting my grand dads shop closing his door.. i went to check on blue but he wasn't barking this time he was quiet and the sky seemed quiet and fine

( i was told how that big screen was where they show people the future/past/present by that brown haired girl/young adult appearance person)

then i woke up in my room...

i had another dream with aliens but it's much larger than this i cbf remembering it all to type it atm and this dream^^ was actually pretty short and small

i have remembered usually 1-3 dreams RARE occasions 4 as i woke up (yet they aren't all complete some parts are missing)

despite that i am NOT a damn asperger i DID inherit  some of their amazing memory skills which leads to remembering about 80-90% of a dream and about 1-4 of them out of the max 5 humans dream per night which normal people do not remember

My worst dreams involve being trapped inside myself.  I can only peek out of my ears, belly button, mouth, eyes, and other parts.  I keep trying to control my body in the dream, but I cannot.  

atleast your dreams make some kind of sense for real life.. your dream suggests you have claustrophobia and/or you are being suffocated by something in your life  maybe a job or some relationship or insecurities you want to show your inner child/self but can't out of some fear of what is outside.. who knows

mine seem like parallel universes and are usually only related to real life by using real life as a location theme or characters in my dreams

Last night I dreamed I was watching a water Polo game that my old high school team was playing against their rival. The pool was surrounded by a chain link fence, and every time a team scored a point a huge wave would smash the team who lost the point into their goal. 

There was a girl in the team who no one likes because she was a bitch, but she was really pretty. Blonde, blue eyed, bodacious and slender. She was a typical aryan hottie. She was also stuck up,  mean,  and ignorant. I'm watching all this from some sort of bleachers at the side line. It seems the players are locked in and can't leave till the game is over, and my schools team is losing. 

I get up and sneak to an inaactive pool, also surrounded by fences. The brother of the hot and unpleasant girl is keeping the captain of the men's team locked inside the pool. The captain is also very attractive,  and I feel bad for him. The brother is keeping him locked up because his sister has the hots for this guy (let's call him Jon for the sake of making sense) so team captain,  Jon,  will walk across the pool deck with his sister when she wins. Her brother is batshit crazy, and scary. 

Jon is trying to break out, but whenever the brother sees him trying to claw his way out of the fenced area he cuts at his hands with one of his many knives of varying sizes which is smooth and sharp on one side and serrated and rather dull on the other side for 2/3 of the length closer to the handle. It's made for disemboweling animals. 

Finally the brother becomes distracted, and I loosen up a plastic door on the other end of the pool for Jon. He knocks out the knob from hisside with a pool cleaning net handle and busts down the door with his body weight. I know he is supposed to be an attractive high-schooler, but he looks like a scared kid to me. 

He begins running, just wearing his swimsuit. The brother and two lackeys chase him and I take off and fly above them to watch over Jon to make sure he escapes. He gets cornered, and is hiding behind a wooden box from the crazy brother, who is searching, calling for him, and getting closer. He tells Jon that he won't hurt him, he's just going to modify him, but not too much because Jon needs to be pretty for his sister. Jon's girlfriend who is pretty and dark haired along with her huge dog which looks like a st.  Bernard are coming in the distance, which I can see from my vantage point in the sky. 

They aren't going to be there quickly enough, so I try to distract the brother from the sky. When it doesn't work, I drop rapidly to the ground to distract him. We fight, and I'm doing pretty well, knocking and punching him hard and picking him up in the air and dropping him. The last time we do he drags me down with him and we tangle while he tries to stab me. 

I look up in time to see Jon and his girlfriend and her dog running away safely and I feel relieved.

He keeps telling me he wants to do things to my throat,  and commands me to open my mouth and make room in my larynx

, I knock tweezers and scalpels and small knives out of his hands repeatedly. We are leaning against a park bench on a picnic table that is old,  wet,  and mossy while this is happening. I'm losing strength rapidly and soon am hardly able to lift any of my limbs. 

Finally,  all I have strength left to do is knock his head against the bench by pulling against the shirt where I'm gripping him. It's barely any force at all, and I lose all ability to move. He smiles and suddenly for the first time in my dream I'm afraid, because I'm helpless. 

He takes it a huge orange knife,  like I described earlier, and tells me he's had enough of my bullshit and he's going to "expand my thoracic horizons" he smiles like a crazy ass motherfucker and comes in really slow, and I woke up shaking my head. 

I had a lot of other weird ones last night too, but they were all pleasant for the most part. 

It sounds like you feel out of control when it comes to what is going on in your life.