This is a video in which I present the book I've written two weeks ago. It's about me and my skills. I haven't found a publisher yet.
The language is german. (Also the book is german.)
I'm the man in die video Now you know what TM stands for... (is my YouTube-name) My voice isn't loud in the scenes I'm talking live. Not good noise-quality from my mobile phone camera.
When you see my avatar, I'm reading from my book.
Here is the text in english, I'm saying in the video:
Welcome to the intro, my name is Triumphator Maledictus, this is a pseudonym, I'm 21 years old, and I'm making promotion for my book, which I've wrote. This is not for sale now, because I don't have found a publisher yet. And my pseudonym is because I've written about something, what „the normal people“ call a disorder. But I don't think, that psychopathy is a disorder. It is a way, a possibility, to have a great life. I know, that some of the people don't know what psychopathy exactly is, I go into this in my book, through my point of view. About how I see this, you can read this then. The title of the book will be: “I Psychopath You nothing“
TM, Triumphator Maledictus, TM is the short form for this, means, I've won, (Triumphator, who is superior) and Maledictus means that one, who is cursed and condemned, so it means the damn winner. Because the losers are cursing me, because of my victory. But I don't care what the others think.
I stand by of being a psychopath, but my environment won't accept my then. This is the cause for my disguise, because it could be a disadvantage later, when my boss checked, that I'm this author, I'm Triumphator Maledictus, if he don't know, it's better, the same with my girlfriends, they often changing, but I want to have fun with these, and this won't the case, if they know, who, „what“, I'm.
It's better this way. That's why I'm in disguise.
In the book it is about my great life, and if you're empaths, one of these, who really feels much and who can empathize with the others and all this stuff..., then you can learn from my book, how to have a brilliant life. If you want this, for me the 1 % is enough. And I'm extremly glad, that I'm one of this percent. Because we're the winner of this, of this game of life. Because of this you can read my book, here comes now reading samples, that you see, how excellent my book is.
I come back after this.
The first extract is from the chapter „The feelings“ It starts this way: Haha, this topic is inexhaustible. Joy, rage, love, sadness, I think there are more, but I even dont know all of this four personal. But through my intelligence I understand, what the others feel. And if it is for my andvantage, I can behave, like I would feel.
Example: I've mostly tried to find a explaination for my violent actions, which were impulsive decisions in reality, to explain it rational to the other people.
The following extract is also from the chapter „The feelings“ Here it is about love.
But most of the normal people imagine, when they hear love, things like a partnership. The love of life, possibly on the first sight. Life together until death, get 1,4 kids, or what thr statistic actually says. Drive on holidy in summer. Moan about the evils, indifferent, if they are politicians or rapists. Educate their children, to become such people, but this dont works everytime. Quarrel in between times, get on well after this. At the end, afford their lives from the board and be proud about the children. Because they've found again a partner.
As this would be an achivement! I only sit in public transport and get a woman. If she dont want, there are enough others in the train. Now there are objections, like: This is not a real love. So what? Who want's this? I not!
The following chapter is about disadvantages in my great life, is about boredom. I liked languages, but all I should learn about the grammar, has bored me.
Then there were different TV-serials, I also collect the stickers and toy-characters, which belong to them, things you do as a child, for example get the missing stickers from classmates and from the stolen money from the parents. But most of the time, my joy with the sticker-album was gone, before I've it filled.
Masturbating is never boring, also as a child I had enough horny imaginations for that.
The list of hobbies starts to become boring...
At the moment, I find things to to, but many things bores me fast. Then I search for a new hobby in my freetime or I got a new girlfriend. She also becomes boring soon, then I play different scenes to get a rid of her. Because it is also boring only to say, that she shouldn't be my girlfriend any longer. It's perfect, I get it, that an Ex had said, I'm not the right for her, and she count all the points, I showed her before. Once again sucessful!
Here it is about our skills: structured in three main points. The first is: Survival of the fittest, and this are we. The points here are: self-assurance, egoism, courage and strength. To strength here an extract: This strenght, we own, is in us. Nobody can take it. This is the result of the three former named points: self-assurance, egoism and courage. Because we are egoistic enough, to rely to our self-assurance, self-assured enough, to rely to our courage and courageous enough to be egoistic. This was a masterpiece of an argument once again.
The secound main point is the use of our ressources, which includes: unscrupulousness, staying power, take risks.
Main Point three is the handling with the consequences of an action: quick-wittendness, no conscience and no remorse.
To all of this points detailed descriptions.
(You see me again)
This were only some extracts, the whole book is much more excellent, much more ...(words for how great it is)
You will see it soon in the bookstore, in the internet-shop, then you can buy it, read it all, perfect. It will last a bit.
This was it from me, Triumphator Maledictus, maybe you read my book.
Idea: TM
Text: TM
Video: TM
Book: I hope available soon!!!
Now you understand?
Danke TM. Good idea to hide behind that pseudonym of yours, I agree totally.
I would be very interested to read your book but my grasp of the German language is piss poor, I'm afraid.
Is it not possible that you're a high functioning borderline? Listen, I'm no psych doctor or anything but I think most self aware "wannabee" psychos on here are just high functioning, numb borderlines.
You use the word "boring" twice in relation to things you think us forum members wouldn't find interesting from you. I don't think a self assured psycho would find anything he says boring.
Maybe my book, after it was a success in german-speaking countries, will be translated by real translators in english.
I used "boring" because a tried to be honest in this book, and not play my games, like in my real environment. I find not boring, what I say, I find it often boring, what I've to do. Could be a translation-mistake...
I won't prove what I am. Everybody should make his own picture, if he wants.