I am not a manipulative type. Sometimes I wish i was. I can't play games. I can tease and flirt and pretend.
But I am sorry i don't play games. I never have and don't want to.
Good advice, Stay strong, Don't find him, strip him of his clothes off and have may way with his hard male body and perfect face.
That is the last thing i need. Just stick with the noctural orgasms that I have involving him. I will have to live with that. He has moved on to others.
Im understand. i am too moral for him and my ass is too small. I cant change that.