Sociopath Community

Am I a sociopath? i wonder what people on here think since i believe this community might have a realistic look on it and can probably pin point sign os the disorder. well i guess this is were i am suppose to tell you what goes on in my mind right?

Well first is first i like to keep people around not really as people more like puppets as sort. I tend to look at my "Friends" as tools  similar to how a person looks at a screwdriver. They have a purpose and without that purpose i could care less about them.

I do have emotions, i'll be sad at a super sad moment in anime and ill be filled with joy when i here a beautifully composed version of a hit song. 

I am also a very cool person but between me and this community i feel as if it easier to attract people with honey rather than vinegar.

I have had past relationships in which i have cheated on my significant other. i ultimately came clean because situations led to a point in which it was better to tell them because it was better to tell her for simply because she would not let up with the accusations after about a year or two after the relationship was over. I really only kept her around for sex and after that was getting boring and she kept putting on more and more emotions it became to much of a cost to keep her around anyway. Needless to say we do no keep in contact lol. I think that was the only time i was ever semi truthful with her in the relationship because it was still more people involved than i told her.

I don't like people  when i first meet them at all its just always something... their voice, their stance, their weakness shit like that that just gets me. But every tool has a purpose at once.

I do like violence but i blame that more on the world today

I have a hard time for other people actually getting under my skin to anger me and im usually amused by other people flying off the hinge

I haven;t had a mean streak with animals mainly because there was none around me growing up. Plus being mean towards cats gives me a bad look and who wants to do a favor for someone who would slit their cats throat?

My closest people who have known me for years still don't know exactly who i am and say i have a very very complex personality

But overall i am very calm person and calculative person. I don't rely on emotions for judgement and i dont really think anyone should especially empathy because people use that as a tool to extort money and they do so very well even in charities.

Well tell me what y'all think and for entertainment i will be as honest as possible to any questions you have to ask me