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Resisting Temptation?

on 12/12/2013
Posts: 38

So when we give in to our natural desires... are we embracing what we are more than who we are?

My life is very stressful right now and I have this terrible temptation over me that I am trying to resist. Because I live in chaos.. I don't get to relax much and lately it's more than I can bare.

My hypertension is.. well killing me. My left kidney hurts again. I feel powerless to officially reach out for help. It really just isn't my nature to ask for help in a manner that would make me feel weak. It's confusing.. I've been up for 30 hours. So in my moments between winds my mind goes numb.. rather soothing.

Anyway.. my point is this. I can temporarily resolve this hypertension.. at least I believe I can. The resolution is simple. Go out, find someone I believe deserves it, and punish them for existing.

Fighting.. always makes me feel better. No matter what is going on, you let me beat the crap out of someone, and I'll feel better.

I truely enjoy inflicting pain on the wicked. I have this terrible bloodlust for it. I lust the way it feels to truely inflict pain. It's the most natural experience or feeling. I get so high off of it.

But I don't want that to be my only option. There must be something else.

I feel like a wolf who only gets to eat tofu. It makes me feel ill...er. I feel like I'm being backed into a corner. My instincts let me know how I feel. My logic tells me why it is wrong. But my ego wont allow me to.. help myself.

on 12/12/2013
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Resisting Temptation?

on 12/12/2013
Posts: 87
Resisting Temptation?

So how can we help you? By helping you choosing whether or not you shoud beat the fuck out of someone? You are a grown child, you can make your own choice, can you?

I don't think that by answering you first question we would help you lower that hypertension, since it's only through inflicting pain that you can lower it.

Go on and have fun!

on 12/12/2013
Posts: 5
Resisting Temptation?

I'm tempted to resist drilling my sopping wet cunt every time I see Rass online. I often fail.

on 12/13/2013
Posts: 956
Resisting Temptation?

Tell me about it...last time the banana I was using broke off up there

on 12/13/2013
Posts: 38
Resisting Temptation?

I am loyal to my own. You don't have to have a conscience to have a sense of loyalty or honor. I believe a conscience will actually make things such as loyalty more waivering in people.

There is what they want to do and there is what they should do. Often people choose themselves over what is right. Some subject themselves to guilt but refuse to stop the behavior. Honor is a forgotten word.

I believe the analogy of deer in headlights explained it best. We just don't feel fear. It doesn't exist in our world. It scares you that we can be civil without the threat of fear? Imagine if you made one of us... angry. Without fear or consequence... what would stop us. Believe it or not... I am incapable of sustaining a feeling of hatred towards others. You could make me mad today and tomorrow we could be friends again.

Life is to much like a game for me to hold onto negative feelings. I just stop caring. If you can understand that. Without a conscience to stir my emotions and.. do whatever it does that makes you people stay mad for days. I lack that.

So there you have it. Fearless, incapable of sustaining hatred and loyal to my own.

on 12/13/2013
Posts: 605
Resisting Temptation?

<_<

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