You are weak and pathetic. You desperately seek approval but are willing to settle for attention via public self-humiliation.
You have nothing interesting to say, because you're comparatively uneducated and lack charm and wit. The only topic that you're able to discuss is yourself, and you present yourself as a social reject and perpetual victim.
All of the above is a matter of opinion. The negative analysis made you flinch and your instinctive response will be to act as though you are only trying to annoy people, on the thread where you're trying to argue people into accepting you. This lack of confidence sends out a beacon to anyone who intuitively looked down on you from the start, and undermines anything you'd say in the future. You think you're playing the fool, but you don't see the 'mask' getting tightened on your face. Try to take it off now, if you can?
You ask why someone hates you? What possible reason would they have to like you?
This is not cruelty.
I am helping you.