After reading the book Confessions Of A Sociopath, there were possible traits that I could be one also. I know 6 languages, learned to play 5 instruments and is currently going to med-school. I want to achieve in so many things. I want to be the best of the best (even though I know I won't be). I also know that I'm smarter than most people.
When it comes to people, I don't care what they think of me, I use them as much as I can however I want to: getting money at times I need them (sometimes when I don't), toying with people's emotions (basically manipulating them) and when I get bored, I cut them off like they don't exist. I basically hate the society today, I believe some people shouldn't even exist. Sometimes, I do have the urge to kill people. Luckily, I haven't but the thought bothers me.
I get bored with people easily however, when I am in a relationship I give my all. I sometimes get attached to my significant others, but when I get bored with them, I cut them off like they were nothing to me. I have thrown some "i love you"'s here and there but after I leave them, I realize I wasn't in love at all. I just wanted someone to understand me.
Am I a sociopath? I don't think being a sociopath is a bad thing but do they ever find someone who accepts them for who they are, and are willing to marry them and stay with the forever? Will I end up alone?