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I'm not sure if I'm a sociopath or not but I do feel like I am in a way.


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After reading the book Confessions Of A Sociopath, there were possible traits that I could be one also. I know 6 languages, learned to play 5 instruments and is currently going to med-school. I want to achieve in so many things. I want to be the best of the best (even though I know I won't be). I also know that I'm smarter than most people. 

When it comes to people, I don't care what they think of me, I use them as much as I can however I want to: getting money at times I need them (sometimes when I don't), toying with people's emotions (basically manipulating them) and when I get bored, I cut them off like they don't exist. I basically hate the society today, I believe some people shouldn't even exist. Sometimes, I do have the urge to kill people. Luckily, I haven't but the thought bothers me. 

I get bored with people easily however, when I am in a relationship I give my all. I sometimes get attached to my significant others, but when I get bored with them, I cut them off like they were nothing to me. I have thrown some "i love you"'s here and there but after I leave them, I realize I wasn't in love at all. I just wanted someone to understand me. 

 

Am I a sociopath? I don't think being a sociopath is a bad thing but do they ever find someone who accepts them for who they are, and are willing to marry them and stay with the forever? Will I end up alone? 

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I'm not sure if I'm a sociopath or not but I do feel like I am in a way.

Why do you get bored with your SO's?

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I'm not sure if I'm a sociopath or not but I do feel like I am in a way.

As I get to know them they become very boring. We run out of topics to talk about and things to do. They also can't seem to understand why I think this way and why I'm passionate about learning (like I said, I want to be best of the best even if it's impossible). 

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I'm not sure if I'm a sociopath or not but I do feel like I am in a way.

What are your long-term goals Leo?

Who do you care about most?

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I'm not sure if I'm a sociopath or not but I do feel like I am in a way.

 

by Leo808

I want to be the best of the best (even though I know I won't be).

 I smell insecurity.

 

I basically hate the society today, I believe some people shouldn't even exist.

Lots of people shouldn't exist, but none of them are worth feeling hatred for. Why not be indifferent towards them instead?

 

Sometimes, I do have the urge to kill people. Luckily, I haven't but the thought bothers me. 

Why does the thought bother you?

 

Am I a sociopath? I don't think being a sociopath is a bad thing but do they ever find someone who accepts them for who they are, and are willing to marry them and stay with the forever? Will I end up alone?

Yeah... I'm pretty sure you can rule out sociopathy.

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I'm not sure if I'm a sociopath or not but I do feel like I am in a way.

6 languages and 5 instruments? Wow. Can you tell us which ones?

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I'm not sure if I'm a sociopath or not but I do feel like I am in a way.

 

by Leo808

I know 6 languages, learned to play 5 instruments. I want to be the best of the best (even though I know I won't be).  

Yup... Insecurity.

I do have the urge to kill people. Luckily, I haven't but the thought bothers me.

I get bored with people easily however, when I am in a relationship I give my all. I sometimes get attached to my significant others. I have thrown some "i love you"'s here and there but after I leave them, I realize I wasn't in love at all. 

do they ever find someone who accepts them for who they are

You spread all you traits without even explaining them. I think you are trying to get as many traits approved as you can to convince yourself your are a sociopath. What would you do that? Because you are insecure. 

I don't think you would care to find someone who accepts you as you are if you would be a sociopath. You say you realized after dumping your Gfs that you didn't love them. But when you were in a relationship you you gave your all. Nonsense.

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I'm not sure if I'm a sociopath or not but I do feel like I am in a way.

I don't know what my long-term goals are. I don't know who I care about most. I could say family but then isnt that what most people would say? Honestly, I'm not really sure and other people may be correct, I could just be insecure and not a sociopath. 

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I'm not sure if I'm a sociopath or not but I do feel like I am in a way.

rather than insecurity i see realism. sombody with a good sensable head on their shoulders.

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