what truly makes me feel sick to my stomach is why have u blocked a fellow sociopath trolololololol?
it makes us no better than the emphates its really nasty thing to do shame on u
I like what Emily wrote and also if I might add just let the dust settle, things in life are constantly changing, nothing is permanent!
Whenever one is in a position of power or any type of leadership, there are always conflicts, resolution is never easy. When one becomes emotional it all gets muddled and it is hard to stay focused and see the big picture!
This site has grown and as you stated more people now know about it and I see that as a positive for disorders and mental issues, the day is coming soon when there won't be so much stigma attached.
by Emily NghiemSorry I didnt see this thread earlier. Luna this is why I wanted to give up on saving Freedmens Town. The more I paid and covered for other ppl it became a conflict of interest. I also wanted ppl to be free of conflict but when they turned on each other, if i tried to help i was seen as the enemy making them look bad or something.
Interesting how you started off your post to Luna by making it all about you.
I personally think you're manipulative and a control freak.
Luna is gullible and you know it. That's why you and her are having your chats in private now. So, you can take advantage of her and won't be disturbed by the rest of the forum while doing it.
Trust me, it takes one to know one. I can see beyond the mask you try to present on this forum.
the reason we chat in private is becsaue i am interested in working together with her on projects outside this community. emily is a bit weird, i agree, but she is ambitious, and as a web developer, i can help her.. and as someone who has contacts.. she can help me... this means business can be done 
Hi TK I dont expect anyone to magically perceive me or you or anyone else over the internet when we dont know each other in person which is hard enough. If friends or even married couples struggle not to miscommunicate or misperceive each others intent, thats how complex human relations can be.
When i saw how off-base the online perceptions got between Edvard and Spatial that was another huge wakeup call.
As For my comments to Luna the point was (1) to sympathize with her r situation citing something IRL so its not about just her or me but its human politics in general and FYI (2) Freedmens Town is not about me but a national site of African American Freed Slave history i thought I was helping since im neither black nor white but a neutral citizen helping for the sake of history in general. But still got overrun by the politics of projected blame and saving face. So i saw similarity with the issue of trying to remain neutral when luna was paying costs or doing the work on an unequal level.
Its not about us, thats the point.
The same way you assume saving Freedmens Town history is about me, when its not my history at stake, you keep targeting Luna when the issue was keeping the forum free for the other members.
I'm sorry if this isnt clear, but given the misperceptions on the forum i am more surprised if we do get people or points on here.
No, you 'help' people so that you can have some amount of control over the situation. You use manipulation to gain that control. 'Helping people' is just a ruse to cover your true desire for control. You don't want to take responsibility when things don't go to plan. That's when you become the victim and everything else gets the blame.
I suspect you have a touch of OCD. You feel this need to arrange and organize everything because you can't control what you're feeling, so you gain control back by doing things instead.
Ps sorry again i gave the totally opposite impression of my real personality intent and purpose.
I saw Tony got the wrong impression of Edvard,
And how Tony's choice of irony in his words came across to you and others where I blamed his wording and not you.
So whatever I said or did wrong to give you an equally wrong impression I apologize for that as well.
I dont see how that can be fixed, once you get so convinced, so i dont expect that of you. You would have to know me in person.
By then i think it would be clear how funny and ironic it is that someone like me trying to communicate as transparently as i can cones across as manipulating when i am really trying to help ppl get past our conflicts so we can be more effective in general.
The joke must be on me since im usually the last person to figure out how other ppl are manipulating things. Ironic again.