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on 12/1/2013
Posts: 38

Living in the past... When will any of you ever learn to live in the now? I guess you can't. Your brains lack the capacity to comprehend the shifting of time.

So you loop problems in your head until final meltdown. How.. pathetic.

Sometimes we wish to shift back in time and correct the errors of our past. It is sad that none of you take into account that who you are is not who you were.

Surely you no longer exhibit such behaviors.. as you have grown. So why would you ever look back at a lesser version of who you once were and punish yourself... now.. for something you didn't do. Who you are wouldn't commit such acts so why look back on a lesser version of yourself and feel such guilt?

I do not blame myself for my past mistakes. I only seek to grow from them and make weakness into strength.

When will you learn that who you were is not who you are and yet who you were.. shapes who you are. Everything you do is to auto correct behaviors of your childhood. To.. complete you as a person that lives in the now.

The inner child is still part of you and yet you seek to destroy your own selves in such a manner... to die inside. You are sad creatures who don't even understand their own design.

on 12/1/2013
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No truly               ..ECT...

Ask at admin, theyll give you a discount coupon.

 

 

on 12/1/2013
Posts: 588
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Oh wise and great Machine, please tell me… 
Do you have a fucking off button??

on 12/1/2013
Posts: 38
The past

Are you fight or flee or are you all just cowards, afraid of pain?

Ever since the neighbors found out what I am.. they have all avoided talking to me. They are afraid of me. Even my past friends have abandoned me in fear. What is it that makes you all so afraid? Why do you fear?

Now my bed is cold as my girl is back in a ward getting some nice medication to sedate her. All I get are mood stabilizers and PTSD meds.. which are freaking awesome!

The average person seems afraid of pain and possible conflict. I have had a few engagements of hostility lately and all of them chose to avoid me and flee.

Just what do you people think is going to happen? Don't I deserve to have friends as well? All I can do is watch them run away from me. Before they knew they were fine and now that they know.. I am only welcome in circles of bi polar function, it seems.

I find myself lonely lately. My bed is cold and the taste of life, while there, is not much. I miss my girlfriend dearly. As a psychopath herself.. we are great together. But divided.. I feel sad as she gets all the joys of a mental ward while I am stuck with you creatures. She gets to go to a fancy ward. I was sent to a nice one before but not like hers. They have better food.

The difference between an extreme manic and a psychopath is killing. We are each the same until one of us kills one of you. Then that one becomes known as a psychopath while the other remains.. well as I am.

Without her... I feel empty. Nothing brings me pleasure like being with her. Also I miss the 2-3 a day sex... and light spooning... and playing underhanded tricks together on other people and then bold face lying about it. It makes me smile to think about all we have done. But for the next.. possibly few weeks.. I am again.. alone.

So what do you do? Fight or flee?

They flee... I know you all just run away like the rabbits you are. Your kind.. always so weak and timid. Only the bi polar deserve to live. The unipolars can all die as well.

All of you average people.. so boring. Don't worry. I will bring life to your otherwise dead existence.

on 12/1/2013
Posts: 3110
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so you decided to come grace us with your presence because your messiah complex has finally driven your girlfriend fucking crazy hmmm?

really..... more red pills and ECT.

on 12/1/2013
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Machine amuses me. He has idiot written all over him.

on 12/1/2013
Posts: 38
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I don't mistreat people IRL. I see you all as the fragile creatures you are. I know that I can get twice as far with kindness. So why be cruel?

The iron ore thinks it is tortured by the heat but the sword knows better.

I'm the Bill Clinton of negotiation. I don't have to hurt anyone to get my way. And as I see life as a game... I would be upset if I had to resort to violence to win. Like your ex wife that sucked you dry... I'm in it for the long run.

on 12/1/2013
Posts: 7645
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by Machine

I don't mistreat people IRL. I see you all as the fragile creatures you are.

 lol

 

I know that I can get twice as far with kindness. So why be cruel?

Because cruelty is pleasurable. Hurting people is like foreplay before the sex.

on 12/1/2013
Posts: 1231
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Finally someone is here to take off the label of the most egocentric forum member from me.

All praise the Machine!

 

on 12/1/2013
Posts: 3
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Machine,


I see you will be a great source of entertainment for me.

Thank you.

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