I was told about this forum from a female I know or should I say thinks she knows me. I confided in her a few years ago some things I belive about myself and she thought this would be a great place for me to come and talk about it in an anonymous way. I believe I am a demon or at least something other than human. But I believe I am something other than the bags of skin that walk around me everyday.
I have felt this different feeling for as long as I can remember. I have never felt as though I belonged. People irritate me for the most part. Other than my two kids I don't really care about anyone.
My anger is reknown. It got me a few years locked up when I was a teenager. Violence with a few other things. I have never lost a fight. My threshold for pain is greater than everyone I know. I have been shot twice, stabbed once, and was in a car wreck that two others died in. I broke my nose. I am a demon.
I don't feel possessed by another thing. I feel like I am the thing. I tolerate people for the time being but their ignorance is getting old.
That's why I call myself Demon.