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I'll see my dear and respond with some thought about your machiavellian (SP?) ways later.  LOL manipulate. I think you're one twisted gal. lol Can I work with you - why would I need to? I'm solid, LONE - EVEN IF SP'S HATE ME - LOL IT'S supposed to that way in real life LOL. That's what I want.

Now twerk that - lol 

Hi Wilful and/or Imaginary Friend(s):

Unless you are Wilful or someone worse than he is, I see no reason you should keep creating more names

changing "RichardParker" to "Richard Parker" etc. once you knew how confusing this was.

So my brain (which is maxed out with too many other deadlines and things to do),

just groups all the "Parker / RichardParker / Richard Parker / Richard Packer" as one MEME filed under

"Wilful and Imaginary Friends" (I thought Parker was separate but until he shows back up he doesn't exist here)

I'm sorry to address you this way, but if we are able to communicate anyway, despite this limitation on my brain,

I am grateful and honored to have a clear line with you for once. This is the most clear connection I've read so far.

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I decided that you and others are right, I must be some kind of 'special troll' because I am looking to network.

I will try to post only on my own threads, and delete msgs I posted elsewhere. Sorry to Thrill and other posters.

Because in immersing myself in your "sock puppet" system, I have made all the same mistakes as Wilful has.

Thus, I trust that my apologies and corrections made here will also count toward the same made by others before me.

I don't particularly "enjoy" this aspect of being an empath healer, but when people keep projecting their issues, and refusing to correct them, they land on others. In this case, when the buck passes to me, I work to forgive/resolve it.

So that's what makes me different from other trolls that only stir up old issues but don't resolve anything.

I'm not trying to stir anything up, but once I become a target for projection, I try to resolve as much as possible. Usually it clears up a lot of old issues, and helps me do the same. So thanks for that my Friend. And I look forward to knowing whatever you are willing to teach me, so we both become more effective in whatever our goals may be!

Yours truly, Your Special Friend Emily

Moved from TK hatred on the forum thread:

by Richard Parker

Em, I am talking honestly here and I always have., yes, I do really believe you have deep narcissism but maybe even some other troubles that could be helped. All people have some narc. or the human ego would't survive (maybe it shouldn't - different conversation)

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My observations are: you require a tremendous amount of attention and validation by commenting on every thread. 

Your comments have a superioor tone to them in which you give advice or assume to bring wisdom to the conversation  

You claim to not be a moderator and yet take on a moderator role - but you don't moderate you just tell people what to think and say (EW) 

Further observations- I don't think you are bringing wisdom -- sorry, but I see rambling fluffy posts that are off topic and don't fit to the question at hand. If that's done in humour then OK - but I rarely see humour either. 

 

In reply to this post by Richard Parker,

Hi and thank you for your realness and sincere concern

1. First of all you do know that as an "empath" the tone in my words changes to the wavelength of the people and environment i am submerged in. That's why i struggled so hard here. Too many mixed signals. This may be one of the first still spots ive had to really hear and share clearly. All this other stuff is reaction to "projections" flying around.

2, if it takes 10 to 20 years for best friends or married couples to learn each others ways -- what makes you think you can know me from wild msgs flying back and firth like zen riddles going on at once?

of course i have to joke and use the local banter to say things

And no i'm not going to learn that overnight either!

If you want to assess me let's do it correctly, and meet in person or consult a professional to evaluate. That's fine if it is so important to you.

3. Whatever comes with Narcissism, wow, wouldn't it be NICE to run around expecting others to value me more than "putting me last on the list of ppl to pay back" when i am funding THEIR bills projects and issues! If ONLY I were a Narcissist, I wouldn't have this problem! All my friends who know me say Im being TOO NICE by always putting the feelings and suffering of others above my own.

It was always supposed to be "temporary" -- but people kept putting me last, so I never get paid back.

Can you show me Examples of Narcissists who woud do this? Put aside their own dreams and art projects and writing because "other ppl were always more important" and suffering more, and the community work comes first before my things that have piled up for years because "I don't have time for me."

My bf complains I don't look in the mirror to comb my hair, because I just want to get to work and get this huge project done that depends on both jobs. I don't CARE what "I look like it" cuz it isn't about me!

What kind of backwards narcissist must I be?

Are you saying I'm so retarded I can't even get that right?

You sound too sincere to be projecting this idea on me.

Somehow between me experimenting with how to post msgs, I gave you the wrong impression and I'm sorry.

My boyfriend mother and family all beg me to put myself first instead of last, but everyone else kept asking for my help; I didn't need anything, so of course I helped them with community issues more important than myself.

I use my writing to help other ppl or it serves no purpose.

So I was practicing here in ways I never tried before.

On all other sites, I just use one acct under my name and that was enough.

Here there was more going on to connect with different ppl, especially with you that required sock puppets to do it.

Sorry you got the opposite impression. IRL the only people who accuse me of this are Narcissist or Histrionic ppl playing the victim. You sound too sincere to be doing that.

But those are the only ones who ever accused me.

Anyone who knows me says the OPPOSITE.

You can't know the whole person from just this online stuff.

Whatever you are projecting on me and why, thanks for your help to straighten it all out! Wherever it came from.

Might as well be a picture of them here since you still hang from them.

by Wilfuls balls

Might as well be a picture of them here since you still hang from them.

 I know you can't see me in the photo, but I'm squashed between you and the table. Hanging on for dear life!

Ems, please stop with the madness! This is just crazy. You getting paranoid, attacking people left and right. Chill out dude, this can't be good for your psyche, you sound and act cray cray. Maybe a time-out from this site would be good for you? Sorry girl, but I mean this in the most sincere way. No point in losing your shit over this, and I'm afraid that you're losing it.

PS wherever I attacked people, thinking I was joking with Wilful, i will apologize and delete those msgs and posts.

I will keep it on this thread until it is clear "which one is which" so I don't keep making the same mistakes!

May I ask why are you calling me "paranoid" when I simply got CONFUSED because people were using similar

names and avatars: including Richard Parker and RichardParker separated only by a space.

How is this NOT expected to cause confusion?

What about the people calling me narcissist who don't even know me?

Are you jumping on them for their mistakes online?

And why jump on people at all? why not correct the mistakes?

Thanks Blabla, but despite the mistakes made, this can still be fixed before it causes any further craziness.

i have a simple solution to this all

lets all smoke some pot and be friends again

let the flower power overcome

girl... stop. breathe. accept a big virtual hug. breathe. let it go. breathe. chill.