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WHO KNOWS WHAT I AM..


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i was exactly like the boy in the room looking away from his parent (and anyone else not looking into their eyes when they talked to me) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZP6YKnxMHk psychopath..

 

but then a lot of my life has been alike a sociopath http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C6v8M78WEOs  getting into fights with the bullies or throwing shit at them or anyone else who pissed me off or just because it was fun going to detention all the time (usualy for disrupting class) getting suspended and expelled from school and crap after crap

 

 

if i knew what to do with my life.. i could be alike that guy at the pool table in the first video but i don't know what to do with my life >.>

 

i did a iq test my iq is 128 i have all the time been complimented on school work even teachers saying 110% correct as a joke..

 

it isn't a problem of i don't want to do something or have no options rather i have too many options and can't decide.. and idk how to get it all started

 

i never got in trouble with police but there was a portential for that if caught or reported in the past but i had been with an interview with the education department of my state because of how violent i was towards bullies (but they fucking deserved it the scum bags) or destroying school property

 

i never skipped school or even wanted to

 

it kind of depends how i live my life since i have had the childhood and teen and current bad enviroments to make a sociopath

 

but then i have also done stuff that was psychopath type behavior and have a grand dad who's a psychopath so the genetics is there

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WHO KNOWS WHAT I AM..

 

Hi Dexter thanks for posting a real msg. that dot crap made you look like a hopeless troll. So don't act like a troll if you're not one.

If you are serious about using your talents for something useful, I am considering how Luna could form some Dark Comedy counseling team out of this brutal crew of Empaths and Sociopaths, and go after cyberbullies or scriptwriting jobs.

If we work as a team, we can hone each other's talents, not slam each other for real but target practice to sharpen our wits.

But I'm serious about forming Teams Against Relationship Abuse. There are fun ways to play and harmful/damaging.

Why not have fun being mean and brutal? And get paid to counsel people, break up fights, or write comedy/movies?

If you don't know what to do with your skills and life, the best book I recommend to you is "What Color is your Parachute" by Dr. Richard Bolles. The assessments in there are fun and reveal the best combination of your favorite talents and matching them to jobs you could pursue and enjoy.

I give out copies for free or you can buy older editions online very cheap.

Do you work better with things information * people?

Do you like writing or visual media? Follow what you love and the money will follow that.

The skills you love best usually reveal where your strengths are that are marketable.

Please keep posting real msgs, not that fake dot stuff. I couldn't even download those so I missed all your "points."

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by emilynghiem

 

Hi Dexter thanks for posting a real msg. that dot crap made you look like a hopeless troll. So don't act like a troll if you're not one.

If you are serious about using your talents for something useful, I am considering how Luna could form some Dark Comedy counseling team out of this brutal crew of Empaths and Sociopaths, and go after cyberbullies or scriptwriting jobs.

If we work as a team, we can hone each other's talents, not slam each other for real but target practice to sharpen our wits.

But I'm serious about forming Teams Against Relationship Abuse. There are fun ways to play and harmful/damaging.

Why not have fun being mean and brutal? And get paid to counsel people, break up fights, or write comedy/movies?

If you don't know what to do with your skills and life, the best book I recommend to you is "What Color is your Parachute" by Dr. Richard Bolles. The assessments in there are fun and reveal the best combination of your favorite talents and matching them to jobs you could pursue and enjoy.

I give out copies for free or you can buy older editions online very cheap.

Do you work better with things information * people?

Do you like writing or visual media? Follow what you love and the money will follow that.

The skills you love best usually reveal where your strengths are that are marketable.

Please keep posting real msgs, not that fake dot stuff. I couldn't even download those so I missed all your "points."

 i edited my convo to be a dot after i was finished with the thread..

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 this is the thing i have done test at school to determine which jobs i would best be suited for

 

and i have looked at jobs psychopaths are best for

 

and a lot of them were psychopath jobs

 

despite my mum being a sociopath and her dad a psychopath

 

my dad has aspergers and i have some benifits from it such as photographic memory or cons such as clumsy yet this is not entirely true when they claimed i was alike him being tested

 

my behavior is nearly all sociopathic or psychopathic my mum was not around during this testing

 

and when i was around with my mum for the testing she had me get done.. they never even mentioned asperger (because my dad was not around) 

 

so it seems to me that the doctors do a lot of comparing between parents behaviors and my own which is why i have not gone back there they would just push my idea aside claiming i didn't understand.. when quite clearly just here in this thread i do understand..

 

and i have been told i could be a comedian with how i made people laugh at school but it was purely just boredom so i did something or MIRRORED someone and made them entertained (and got in trouble haha) i doubt i could be a comedian

 

but hey if i knew what i could do as in decide to do i can do anything with the propper training

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 i kind of have not bothered with anything due to knowing i would likely get fired for arguements or disobeying

 

 

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 Well Turncoat was the only one I saw who bothered to search for what your msgs were about.

Because of potential viruses, he didn't click the links but copied them and searched online instead.

Who is going to go through that much trouble?

If the only person willing to converse with you MISSED what you were saying with those dots,

no wonder you were striking out. I have the opposite problem by spelling out too much.

As long as you don't spam or troll you'll do fine. That's a creative trick but it didn't work well here.

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 Yes as shameless as you are with experimenting, that's what it takes to make it in comedy. Pure trial and error. Willing to bomb on stage. It took Richard Pryor 10 years to find his comedy voice. Jim Carrey got his start by routines after class so he wouldn't disrupt classroom time with his constant antics, including talking out of his ass.

Get with a local comedy troupe or improv or writing group. Try meetup.com or if you like visual art and writing try worth1000.com 

Find friends who can bring out your best while you experiment with your worst. This place is good practice.

The first step is letting go of your past perceptions before you can get into the heads of your audience or targets.

Anything with your family past can be resolved, to overcome conflicts, keep the strengths and manage the weaknesses.

Winston Churchill was  a hopeless stutterer but worked so hard to control his weakness he became a historic orator.

Wilma Rudolph became an Olympics champ after she ran every day to overcome rickets in her legs from childhood polio.

Don't hide behind your faults like excuses but work with them to sharpen your other skills.

Some of the most intelligent people are dyslexic or autistic, so just do what you love and get help from friends.

We all do that, just in different ways.

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 Take this time to sort out what you really want to work on doing.

Once you are committed and prepared you will "attract" opportunities to help you move forward.

The first step is getting past your fears from past perceptions. Love conquers fear, so seek what you love, take courage and the right doors will open up for you. the right people will come into your life to help you as you go.

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 You are a cluster B. Sociopath with other things mixed in, borderline, schizoid etc.

 

 

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