I'm wondering if any of you have or have had a dependency on substance. I smoke over a gram of some high grade pot a day, drink about 4 days a week on average, and smoke a pack a day. It could be much worse i know but thats all the problems i have anymore. I was heavy on Xanax a few years back but i got off that bullshit and never touched it again. I smoke as much pot as i do because i enjoy being able to think less. Sounds strange, even to me, to hear "think less". Constantly planning how to overcome obstacles have proved invaluable, But fucking hell theres barely an off switch.