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Sadistic urges.

on 11/12/2013
Posts: 207

 

I remember the first time I committed an act out of sadistic urges. I was 15. 

I was minding my own business, out on a walk, and this guy was smacking his dog with a cane for no real reason. I got this uncontrollable urge and I ran up and slide tackled the man to the ground. I kicked him in the stomach so he was winded and disabled, then I took the cane and lashed him probably over a 100 times, listening to him cry in pain. I enjoyed his suffering. "How do you like being the abused now you worthless c**t". I gained a lot of pleasure from it. Every blow was like a rush of Ecstasy. 

I didn't necessary feel empathy for the animal, but I don't see humans as superior to animals, and feel angered when I see humans abusing a form of life that deserves rights to live just as much as they do.

Since this incident I've felt a new side to myself. I don't seek pleasure in the suffering of any human, but certain individuals really do need a good belting, and I enjoy administering them, but I rarely do it now because I have a career to look out for and I'll get terminated if I get caught.

I haven't explored my sadistic urges sexually with anyone yet, which is why I hope to meet a good masochist some day. But I think sadistic sexual pleasure would have to come from a willing partner and it is different to the uncontrollable urge I feel to injure certain people and watch them suffer. 

 

on 11/12/2013
Posts: 7645
Sadistic urges.

 There's a certain sexual appeal in torturing people.

I've been a sadist for as long as I can remember, though my sadism started out as curiosity more than anything else. I had a fascination with death. I liked watching things die.

on 11/12/2013
Posts: 1404
Sadistic urges.

Don't you also understand you become what you hate when you do such things? The moment you gave into the rage, you were exactly like that man with his dog.... 

on 11/12/2013
Posts: 92
Sadistic urges.

 

I was minding my own business, out on a walk, and this guy was smacking his dog with a cane for no real reason. I got this uncontrollable urge and I ran up and slide tackled the man to the ground. I kicked him in the stomach so he was winded and disabled, then I took the cane and lashed him probably over a 100 times, listening to him cry in pain. I enjoyed his suffering. "How do you like being the abused now you worthless c**t". I gained a lot of pleasure from it. Every blow was like a rush of Ecstasy. 

All you need to do is replace the man hitting his dog in that fantasy with your father and you will be on the road to recovery from repressed gothic retard to fully functional human being.

or you can join in the multiple bdsm threads and feel like you are actually breaking out of your sexually stagnant life like the rest of the users on here.

 

on 11/13/2013
Posts: 136
Sadistic urges.

Explainations like psychotherapists...

 

I dont feel satisfaction by seeing others bleed. Often they had to, because I beat them up. Not for the blood, but for acting my self-choosen role. For discussions with anxiuos teachers and anxious doctors. And then I've told them my plot.

This was a very good practice.

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