They know full well they don't like folks like me. The only reason I bother talk to women, is because I want to have kids someday. Even that instinct is fading, the more and more women that seem to want me. They hate nice guys though, but is that not the kind of guy more suited to these idiots?
They don't get it, even if I tell them. I even told this girl about my past. She seemed unphased. She tried painting herself as everything I am, she clearly is just annoying.
I someday want to make paying bills easier, and to have kids. I don't bother to look for anyone, they all find me. That must be why. Which is why I'm starting to think its a waste of time. We want different things. They want a fairytale marriage, I never want marriage. I don't want commitment, I don't have love, nor any of that to offer. Why waste your time hoping I'll change? I know what I want, you should learn what you want and let me find someone who wants what I want.