Next time, might I suggest you turn off your speakers while recording to prevent distortion, and if you must speak into the mic, put it next to your mouth, or by your vocal cords to prevent breathing turbulance into the mic. Aside from that you sound like I had imagined.
The memory of love is hard to compare with a new love, I hope you'll find away around that. And Elenore is such a sweet name, it'll be hard to find a love with a more beutiful name.
Atleast you experienced her love and was able to made that chapter in your life, for that I am truly happy for you! :)