its one of those days where i feel like getting shitfaced and making bad descisions...
Funny you mention the whore... though I actually did fantasize about putting two holes center mass and one in the head of the whore while sitting in my car today, but prudence got the better of me and I decided it would serve me better to plan that one out a little more...
No, today the whore is only one of the many issues i'm dealing with. today I did something I rarely do... I gave fucks... too many fucks about too many things in fact... and I must admit, even with all the time i spend at the gym, fucks are a heavy weight to bear...
No, i could write a life time story with all the shit that's been going on lately... between having my mind blown with some of the shit that's going on in the world (crazy shit i found out about at work today that I technically shouldn't even be mentioning) and issues with future plans, current plans, plans of other whores, and plans on plans... I must admit, I am just a wee bit stressed... and I NEVER fucking stress...
I finally get a night alone, and I don't know if that's a good thing right now... not that I'd hurt myself but certainly hurting others is not off the table... nor is making terrible terrible life decisions... I feel like a recovering addict that wants a fix... that's on the brink between deciding to take another hit and staying on the wagon...