when did you first realize you were different?
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I realized when I started school and began mixing with other kids of similar age. The other kids were emotional, seeking out friendship and emotional connection with each other. I wasn't an emotional child and I had very little desire to play with other children. I was also cold and distant towards my mother. Everybody just assumed I was withdrawn.
I also started having violent thoughts from an early age and some of the pictures I drew reflected that. One of the babysitters my brother and I had became concerned over it. I don't recall her ever babysitting us again. We went through a lot of different babysitters while growing up.
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