Is that so?
Define creepy, and explain, as succinctly and explicitly as possible, exactly what you mean by that statement. Be honest.
It's extremely unlikely that I am a psychopath/sociopath, even if some others in my life seem to think otherwise.
My time on this site has more than shown that there is no way that I'd fit the label, and in time I found a label that there's a higher liklihood of me fitting.
It's the only part of me that hasn't been technically labeled by someone in the field.
Oh, Alter I've read many of your posts, some are more demented sexually among other things, but then again you're able to have a husband and keep in contact with your family. I'm not sure about how the relationships are in your life, but I like to think they're more peachy than others if you can control yourself like a good girl, even during times you'd want to rip someones head off and watch them twitch upon the floor.
I have high hopes for you and root for you the most, oddly. Weren't expecting that, were you? I'm not the pathetic little tool as you take me as and I can relate to some of you guys on a level, even though I wouldn't say anywhere close to which high level you are. I'm not trying to stroke you either, just be honest with someone that really doesn't give a shit either way.
If most normal people knew I was like that I'd be seen as a creep as well. Maybe I am one, I know at least once a week someone makes eye contact with me and I can see the fear fill them up inside and they grow nervous. Have you ever had anything like that, and if so, does it make you feel like you're looking at prey?
Interesting. Thanks for introducing me to the "Blunted Affect" this actually answers a question I had awhile back. If some of these people on this site are sociopath/psychopaths I'd say after reading the forums that some are not as bad as the others. Or maybe some are just as bad but doesn't show it because of the worry about "The Man" watching closely. Any normal individual would have that worry, and wouldn't want to express too much about themselves publicly.
Sadly, the truth is there is really no real anonymizing on the internet unless you're a complete badass. Tor is the closest thing to safety, but still.
I don't know how I got off topic, but if you'd share, is there something in the past that you think may have made your personality like this, or has it been around since you remember?
Good answer. Thank you. I don't think you're a tool.
Yes, people are nervous around me all the time. They feel like they have to walk around on eggshells. I am abrasive, difficult and capricious.
I am functional (some might even say successful), but I've had to come to terms in recent years that I am not "normal". I am a very fractured, compartmentalized, duplicitous person. I don't feel guilt or shame, so I have no real imperative to restrain my base impulses. I don't form normal attachments with people apart from within my immediate family- and even then. I have had to face up to the fact that I have conditioned those around me through emotional manipulation and tyranny. I can be a very abusive person.
I try to be good. And I put up a good front for years. But I never quite made it. Underneath the persona and the projection, there was always the deviant, perverse, scheming, cunning "me" that I tried not to let show, but unleashed like a tiger the moment anyone or anything displeased me, or got in my way. :p
You know that's usually one of the biggest problems the sociopath/psychopath have is trying to fit in. There are a few cases like Ted Bundy, which was just a rockstar in manipulation and genuine charm, but then there are others that have showed too much of their real self, and can no longer hide it.
Now, I know you've said you tried to be good, but failed over time. The great thing about manipulation is being able to manipulate yourself to a point. You could expect much better results from people and life if you did, trust me. Manipulation is so much easier when they're crazy about you and you're special to them.
In the past, Kings and other powerful people have gotten their ways, even if their motives were exactly what their people would of disliked, is by making their people crazy about them, and think they're a godsend.
Have you really tried to control it before, or is it just too much to handle? As a creature of confidence and manipulation I'd see no reason in you not being able to use these skills on yourself and manipulate yourself into being a more efficient you.
You think that was the extent of what was wrong with Bundy? That is bloodlust taken to its most appalling extreme. He wasn't a "rockstar", you fool, he was a cannibal and a necrophiliac. Is English your native tongue? You appear to have a serious problem linking pronouns with antecedents. This does not bode well for your, ahem, "research papers". :p
You advice is shallow, superfluous, and trite. What do you understand about the mechanisms underlying the cycle of abuse? Are you aware of the genetic and epigenetic factors influencing psychopathy? Do you what it's like to deal with a hair-trigger temper, chronic boredom, and a constant need for stimulation on a daily basis? How can you offer pragmatic advice as to how to cope with such propensities when you don't even understand them? You try to make it sound simple, but all you are doing is trivializing the issue and spouting platitudes.
The people in my life are crazy about me, and I am special to them. They accept the good along with the bad. Even if I am a "sociopath" (and I prefer to say I am someone with psychopathic traits. That is more accurate, anyway) I am not a soulless monster.
But I am brutally efficient. 
I've got that one down pat, thanks. :p
You seem to assume a few things about me. While writing research papers I get decent grades on. On this forum site I do not try my best on my grammar and punctuation. I can't say I don't really enjoy the grammar nazi part about you though. :)
Second of all, I do know how it is to have a hair-triggering temper since it put me on the streets a few times and has even landed me in very disliked places. For a perfect citizen I don't understand how you say you're so perverse, deviant and scheming, with a hair-triggered temper, but yet have not got into any trouble? Or am I just assuming that you're a perfect citizen now, other than before?
I feel like I struck a chord with you in offering a little advice on how to make life a little easier and less difficult for you and others. Hmm.. have you ever taken advice from people, or do you feel too efficient on your own to take advice from what you probably see as lesser minds?