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by FatherLucifer

 

I want that power.

There were rumors of her arrival a week ahead of time.

“she was model hot”
“she was in a calender”
“she worked one of those hot girl bars.”
“have you seen her picture on facebook.”

I didn't look.

When I saw her that first day, I had to focus not to show a reaction. Poker face man! Keep the fucking poker face. She was stunning. One of the most gorgeous woman I'd seen in real life. She had stepped out of a magazine, television, or the internet. Although not quite a woman. She was 23 or 24, but I could see she was still coming into her own. Who she was and what she looked like had not solidified. Sure we all constantly change or stagnate and become boring, but something happens in the mid twenties. We get set on a mental direction.

My thoughts on her. What the hell is she doing here? She must be stupid. She's been getting by on her looks. She would fail at this job. If it weren't for the four or five guys already around her desk. They would keep her afloat.

I walked by pretending to barely notice, went to my desk, not far from her's, and started working immediately.

Over the next three days I watched and listened. In those three days there was always some guy nearby talking at her. Telling stories about themselves, making jokes, and generally being obvious. A male could not walk within a certain radius of her desk without being drawn in. She had a gravitational well around her. I want that power. There was even a guy I was sure was gay because of the indifference he seemed to have around attractive women. Turned out he was the worst of the bunch. She doesn't even know what to do with it. In those three days I only exchanged pleasantries in passing.

On the fourth day she came to me. I knew she would have to. The proximity of my desk and that I knew something about her job insured she would come ask me questions. Over the last two days of the work week she spent a fair amount of time at my desk. Suddenly my area was very popular. I would only get about five min before some guy would show up and stand around listing and sometimes interjecting into our conversation. When that happened, I would go back to busying myself and she and the male would drift back to her desk. BTW my productivity last week was doubled.

In those minutes I had her to myself I learned more about her than anyone else. I also became to her a lot like her favorite professor from college. I enjoyed my week greatly and just wanted to share or brag. However you want to look at.

 

One thing I was wrong about. She isn't she getting by on her looks. This is my prejudice against very attractive women. 

 Good for you.  But this might have been writter a lot better.  

I'm not surprised she was drawn to you.

The man who keeps in the distance, showing a cool, aloof attitude is more interesting than the 5 guys hanging around her desk like puppy dogs with their tails wagging.

It's the man in the distance who draws her attention because he's mysterious. A woman loves a bit of mystery in a man. It makes him more interesting, more appealing.

by smkovalinsky

 Good for you.  But this might have been writter a lot better.  

 "Written." :)

Good for you. But this might have been writter a lot better.

 

Can you tell me how? What could be changed? What should be changed?

by Thrill Kill

 I'm not surprised she was drawn to you.

The man who keeps in the distance, showing a cool, aloof attitude is more interesting than the 5 guys hanging around her desk like puppy dogs with their tails wagging.

It's the man in the distance who draws her attention because he's mysterious. A woman loves a bit of mystery in a man. It makes him more interesting, more appealing.

 Yes,  that is absolutely true.  I think many men do not realize , too,  how much of a turn-on the sexually reluctant male is.  A man who seems to not be wowed by females,  who actually seems indifferent to them,  and to getting sex,  will be the man who seems like a god to the right female.  Nothing seems wimpier,  more effeminate,  or sillier,  than a male who seems drawn to females,  and very much in need of sex with them.  This is why gay men often have to fight women off (the non-effeminate ones).

by Thrill Kill

It's the man in the distance who draws her attention because he's mysterious. A woman loves a bit of mystery in a man. It makes him more interesting, more appealing.

 However, it usually attracts the crazies.  Sometimes a mysterious loner type of guy really just wants to be left the fuck alone.  This can explain my so-called love-life a little accurately.  Is this "telling" in any way?  I suppose I can say I identify with this.

by Buttered Toast

 

by Thrill Kill

It's the man in the distance who draws her attention because he's mysterious. A woman loves a bit of mystery in a man. It makes him more interesting, more appealing.

 However, it usually attracts the crazies.  Sometimes a mysterious loner type of guy really just wants to be left the fuck alone.  This can explain my so-called love-life a little accurately.  Is this "telling" in any way?  I suppose I can say I identify with this.

 I think your being aloof makes you more attractive.  Unfortunately, for every one woman of worth who is drawn to you,  there will be 10 silly ones.  Just be patient.  You must have real value,  to want to be left alone. What do you look like?

by Buttered Toast

 

by Thrill Kill

It's the man in the distance who draws her attention because he's mysterious. A woman loves a bit of mystery in a man. It makes him more interesting, more appealing.

 However, it usually attracts the crazies.  Sometimes a mysterious loner type of guy really just wants to be left the fuck alone.  This can explain my so-called love-life a little accurately.  Is this "telling" in any way?  I suppose I can say I identify with this.

 A friend of mine has that problem, but he's a little crazy too.

 ...Or sometimes it brings those types that think you need fixing.  "If only he had me in his life, then everything would be great.  Obviously, he would appreciate and desire me."