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Suicide is weak 

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 I know that feeling sooo well. Whatever you do... just don't be weak and cave in. :(

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 So is smack. Don't forget it.

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 Doing smack is slow suicide, but so is breathing.

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Im going for a run. 2 miles 10 min is my goal 

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 Sounds good. Run till you fucking collapse.

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Or puke, laces are being tied, ttyl 

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Final thought. I have ruined allot of lives, i have hurt so many people. I'm so selfless and vain. Im exactly what i hate in another person.many don't see it in Mr because it is hidden so well. But this wake of death a destruction i have laid in my path is not good. I never cared, but knife boy was my bro. Wedid so much stupid shit together. And i turned him from a A plus student to a high school drop out dead in a bathtub.

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Don't take it too personally, you couldn't have known that in advance. If you had, you'd have done things differently. For all you know, if it wasn't you, it could have been someone else, or even the path he'd have found on his own. As long as you use these epiphanies to better yourself, then you can make sure it doesn't happen again.

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Thank you.

I did alot of self reflection during my run. I dont know who i am. I am trying to make goals, but i am unsure if they are delusional. I want them to come true, and will fight to make it happen. I dont know my boundaries, i don't know my full potential, i excell at what i do, but do i do enough?

I wouldnt mind some personal thoughts of who i am. Be honest, i have been honest in myself as a person, telling both flattering and unflattering parts of my life for a moment like this. What is my character?  

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